Hello Dear eucharuapius,

First off, as I was opening your records I got the little poem

Mary, Mary, quite contrary, how does your garden grow.

I know you will understand, I am just instructed to give it to you.  

How awesome it is to be in your records.  I have a sense of great energy.  You are suddenly as hyper individual, life looks so different, it's like someone just turned the light on and you have been walking around in the dusk.  Just seeing something in black & white rather than in color.  This has really got to be exciting to you, as if you were blind and now you can see.  



I love the word "gobsmacked"  That is an awesome description.  I just keep smiling, feeling this energy.  A part of what has happened is your 3rd eye has gained it's insight.  Also you have realized you can think outside the box.  You are not hemmed in by the boundaries of particular religions, you have totally discovered what spirituality means.

you mentioned something about love, what I am getting is you are able to see love in a different way.  For example, you have loved someone for a long time, discovered they are gay, but realized you loved them for who they are, not what they are.  This is an example of unconditional love.  This has enlarged your "territory" as in the prayer of Jabez, you can love so many more people and understand that it has nothing to do with sexuality.  Pretty awesome, huh?  Your purpose is to learn, experience and love.  That is the purpose of all of us, now what your specific, major lesson is, I would assume is unconditional love.  Like there is absolutely nothing your child could do to stop you from loving him, you may not like him at times, but he could do nothing that would stop that love.  Well, that is the way God loves you, what a wonderful, energizing realization, huh?  Discovering love, the magic of this world, the magic of conception, human or animal, how else do you explain it?  Magic is Miracles.  You are seeing more and more of them and you are not having to have a scientific explanation of the event, you can accept it for face value.  Because you just know now, like it has always been there, but now it makes sense.

I also sense that you are just realizing that you have guides that have been talking with you all along, just now realizing you have this information and don't know where it came from.  Your guides do not have to have names pinned to them, but if you choose to have a name for them, you have Rose, Roxy, Edmund.  They don't seem to give me a particular gender, but know that you need genders and names.  

You need to start working on meditation and journaling.  You will be amazed at the results you will obtain from journaling.  What you need to do is first say the prayer for releasing outside influences:

IF WHAT I AM EXPERIENCING IS NOT MINE, MAY GOD HAVE HIS/HER SHIELD AROULD ME AND I RELEASE WHATEVER IT MAY BE TO HIM/HER.  (FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD OF OTHERS AND MYSELF)

Then I want you to just start writing.  You will be able to get a lot of answers and results from this practice.  Information will appear that you have never thought of before.  This will be your guides giving you information you thought you heard before but now that you have it in black and white, you can comprehend it better.

You have someone in your life that you have been trying to make understand and see things differently, it is either a child or sibling.  You need to realize that everyone comes around to their mode of beliefs and thoughts in a different way and in their time, not yours.  

Be more patient and understanding with the elderly, they deserve to live out the rest of their days in dignity, don't try to make them change, accept them for themselves.  

You will understand that humility is accepting yourself as you are, appreciate it and the gifts that God has given you, battling the power of ego is an ongoing effort, we all need acknowledgment in some way of our good deeds and our gifts and accomplishments, just accepting them and going on is a tough balancing act.  

I don't really sense any negative information right now, you have a lot of discoveries to make and are making these by leaps and bounds on a daily basis.  

Yep, you have been gobsmacked, right between the eyes, where your 3rd eye is sitting.  Getting a few headaches lately?  It's the new energies you are experiencing.  Just relax, do the journaling and you will be fine.  

I understanding your excitement, you just woke up and don't know which way to go, well each time you sense a de ja vu, it is your sign that you are going in the right direction, you have about 3 years of learning and then things will begin to calm down and you will be able to really settle into the gifts.  Yes, you have several, not just one.  Take your time, breath deeply and keep that beautiful smile.

If you have any questions or concerns, I will be glad to try to answer them or we have many others here on the forum that are so full of wonderful, powerful information.  

OOOPS just thought I was through, here is one more bit of information for you, it is a portion of that awesome speech from Nelson Mandella:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.  Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.  It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.  We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, goregous, talented and fabulous?  Actually, who are you not to be?  You are a child of God.  Your playing small doesn't serve the world.  There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.  We were born to manifest the Glory of God within us.  It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.  And as we let our own light shine, we uncounsciously give other people permission to do the same.  As we are liberated from our own fear, our presented automatically liberates others.

Okay, now I think I am done for now.  God Bless you and yours.  You are just beginning to live.  Go for it.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

Thank you so much, MangoMom - what can I say???  You truly are gifted.  Could you possibly throw a little more light on a few issues for me?  I understand if you haven't got the time.

Have experienced energies come up through me - Aphrodite and Merlin and have been led on what I can only call shamanic journeys and guided to do certain healing tasks.  This has been totally new to me.  On one occasion - my first workshop - I was lead to do things and 3 days later I got information that what I was lead to do was actually being done as an earthshift globallyon that very same day.  I had no awareness of this at the time.  I appear to have had no choice but to start a circle a year ago and this energy has begun to grow with my clientele - real heart energy.
I know that there is so much more.  

You did say that I am in a learning curve for the next 3 years.  I just wonder if you could give me any guidance as to what direction my career/life is to take to make the most of my gifts.

Also the person in my life that I'm trying to get to understand these things - could that be my husband?

Again thank you so much and may your kindness be returned to you a thousandfold.

Love,

Eucharuapius

PS I think my garden needs space for things to grow and quite a bit of weeding and perhaps less contrariness on my part!!!  Hehehe!

One more thing, MangoMom, the 3 guides you mentioned - Rose, Roxy and Edmund are they the same 3 that I call Ezekiel, Finn Hobbes and Snow-white Feather Love?

Just wondering!

Love

Eucharuapius

Okay, I will try to answer your questions without going back into your records.

Have experienced energies come up through me - Aphrodite and Merlin and have been led on what I can only call shamanic journeys and guided to do certain healing tasks.  This has been totally new to me.  On one occasion - my first workshop - I was lead to do things and 3 days later I got information that what I was lead to do was actually being done as an earthshift globallyon that very same day.  I had no awareness of this at the time.  I appear to have had no choice but to start a circle a year ago and this energy has begun to grow with my clientele - real heart energy.
I know that there is so much more.  

Yes, there is much more to come, I get a sense that there are at least 3 more workshops, not sure what modalities, perhaps two the same and one that is different.  You will be amazed at how fast the interest in thes healing energies will grow, just be sure you have the proper instructions.  Once you get on this rollercoaster, the spirits don't let you off, just hang on, laugh and learn.


You did say that I am in a learning curve for the next 3 years.  I just wonder if you could give me any guidance as to what direction my career/life is to take to make the most of my gifts.  

I think I answered that one above, the main modality is the healing energies, but others will compliment these energies.

Also the person in my life that I'm trying to get to understand these things - could that be my husband?  

I would say yes, because I got someone in immediate relation.

One more thing, MangoMom, the 3 guides you mentioned - Rose, Roxy and Edmund are they the same 3 that I call Ezekiel, Finn Hobbes and Snow-white Feather Love?

I am sure those are the same guides.  

Thank you again for the response, it truly helps.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

MangoMom - you're a gem!  Thank you so much and bless you!