*smile* Personally I think that your heart is VERY good... *smile* JUST like I am evil hahaha  

I can't wait to find out what mangomom says for you!! My reading from her was SOO amazing.. she hit on things that I haven't told anyone here about... Especially that my Cousin called me Manda... *smile* she said Amanda, but he called me that too when he REALLY wanted to get to me... hehe YOu should read it... and my confirmation... Mangomom is SOOO incredible!! *smile*

MangoMom Rocks!!

Okay, Casey it is your time to shine like a beautiful ray of sun coming through dark clouds.  

1. One of the things Eye of tiger suggested was that, perhaps this is not my first life-time to be playing music. What information comes up in my records for past life music making?

No, it's not,  you have played stringed instruments in many, many lifetimes.  I also saw some drums!  I see you in buckskin playing a ballad of some sort, shoulder length hair, "dishwater blonde".  Not sure why I was given so much detail on that one but there it is for you.

2. Can you see, if I were to pursue playing music seriously, if I would be able to, in any way, sustain my living condition -- or will I have to rely on another job to keep me afloat?

You are very good with your music, but you don't that that one little gimmick that would make you outstanding.  Your music does more for you than it would for a large group of young people.  You do feel your music, it is so very good, but I would suggest you keep it that way and not try to make a job of it, you would then loose the love of it and have a different attitude toward your music, you don't want that to happen.  You love your music, don't let money needs and desires cloud that affinity.



3. Based on what you see, from your own personal interpretation of these records, do you think I would ultimately find this route in life worth-while?

I think you should do this on weekends and enjoy your music, not make it a job, that is when people get even more lost in trying to accomplish something great.  Love it for what it is.  

4. I have always been a loner, Mango Mom. I've had friends, and groups of friends, but all in all I've always seemed to have been more lonely than not. Perhaps this comes with the territory. In the records, do you see any lasting friendships or relationships that will bring me comfort in this life-time, or do you see that I am continuously more alone, as I have been, in the future.  (Lonliness and being Alone are two different things, I've decided)

You can be lonley in a crowd, and you can be alone and be fulfilled.  What you have not discovered yet, is to love yourself for who and what you are.  You don't have to prove anything to anyone, you are an awesome person in your own right.  You have received a lot of criticism for your love of music and are determined to prove others wrong.  Why?  They don't know you, I do see a future of many friends once you realize you need to just be thrilled and love life for what you have before you.  You were put on this earth to learn, experience and be happy, not to prove to others you can be great.  The greater people are the ones that learn to balance ego, love self and others.  What brought you to this forum, the genuine love and kindness of the members.  Now you need to find people in your area that also share those attributes.  You can't find real friends in the arena you are in, because they are all trying to puff their little feathers and be the bigger "rooster".  There is a big world out there and you have only touched a tiny part of it.  You have many years of experiences and joy, happiness, sadness, glory, anger, all those awesome emotions to experience and learn from.


5. Based on what you have seen, with all the wisdom you've gained through the years, what is your advice to me?

Love God, Love yourself, trust in your gifts, watch others, the ones that will be special in your life will be drawn to you, you don't have to do anything but be yourself.  That cute smile you have is almost like the Mona Lisa, has a lot of secrets.  

Casey, you are very young and have a long, good life to live ahead of you, you are way too impatient, learn that the best things take time.  If it comes easy, it can go easy.  Maybe that is your major lesson, patience.   God only opens the doors that are meant to happen and closes the doors that are not for you.  Don't force it.

Thank you Hon for the opportunity do access your records, I felt so much warmth and love from the spirits.  They seem to be smiling on their little "golden" sunshine.  

You are a blessing to us with your awesome wisdom for someone so young, just don't know how to apply it to yourself.    

May God Bless You with all the blessings in store for you, they are bountiful.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

I'm basking. I feel like a boat came by work and took me way past the shore to the middle of the Ocean where Comfort and Happiness Island is... and there were lawn chairs on the sand, and there you were Mango Mom, whispering these truths while the rays from the sun lit up my heart.


Highly accurate. Highly personal.



My favorite thing about this reading had to have been the gruesome murder of my fantasies. How silly it seems from this angle -- Music as WORK to make MONEY.



...And that's really funny. Their little golden sunshine. Silly spirits. Heh.


-Casey



(...and not to mention the ZING. You ZINGED me, MangoMom. And you were right. I'm basking, you know.)

Thank you hon, you gave me great comfort.   I was so worried that I had hurt you     You are so deserving but I just didn't want to hold back.  Sometimes we stress ourselves for nothing, huh?   Have a fantastic evening.