Thank you ResQ ill just have patience and wait it out then i will move on. And u are also right Nyteshadecreed but im not the express ur love type and he is, thats what kind of threw away the peeling. And yes im to scared to just confront it and say u know what.....instead i screwed it up when he wanted to talk, 2.5 months later i called while he was at work left a message and said yeah this is Cyn+ well calling u cauze u told me to call so call me back if u want bye...lol. That was a sad message, i sounded evil for no reason.  Maybe because im an aries and a number 5...hes a capricorn and a number 6 life path just way different.

*smile* being different is okay, as long as you can still communicate with each other. I am VE|RY out going with my feelings and often tell new friends that I love them to get those.... Ummm are you kay looks... I then explain that I like to tell people just how I feel and that they don't have to feel the same way for feel like they have to say it, just know that they are important to me.... My b/f on the other hand, says I love you to like me and his mom, and my best friend Jenny (Cause she makes him...) and that is it... He doesn't like to 'talk about it' and I am SOOO a talk about it kind of girl.... or we have agreed that I can talk and he can listen, and that if I need to know I am not crazy or stupid for feeling what and how I do that he will give me the support I need and I often give him support without even being asked for it. We both give and take and put up with, to make the other happy... If this is something that you think you can and want to do then talk to him, please, if not then perhaps he isn't the one for you. I truly believe that when you REALLY love someone, that you will do what it takes to make them happy (within reason) and to make their life easier... Me and my b/f have been together 6 1/2 years and when he gets up he always asks if I want anything... Just small considerations go a long way. I have heard from many girls that I am the luckiest girl in the world because he is still considerate, he often hears the same....... SO just a few thoughts on it....

Thanks for that, i will take ur advice. I just have to learn how to express my feelings in a relationship. Its funny though im always considered a man in a relationship, even my friends noticed that. Im the one that doesnt call, im the one who says im busy, im the one who doesnt show the affection because im tired, not jealous, just cool and collective. and the dude is the one who calls nonstop, too affectionate (luvy dovy), shows too much consideration. I guess i needed the break to show me that i do need to make some adjustments because i do care for him, and i really didnt know it until he was gone. I was so use to guy just adoring me, its annoying, so i guess thats y i turned into that role (stand offish),so now someone has left me 4 the first time and i just know that we were meant to be. But ill sit back and just wait as i said because only time will tell the future. Anyway enjoy ur relationship sounds like a solid one, ill update u later.

*smile* it is... and please do update us