Mangomom,
Firstly allow me to apologize for taking a while to respond to your kind reading. This was truly a delighful reading.

My random thoughts and feedback....


Wow. This is certainly new information. I never would have thought of myself working with children so this is definitely surprising. I was teaching at a kindergarten part time awhile ago while doing my English major, as i needed the money, and there was an autistic child there who became attached to me. He intrigued me and i was glad to have been able to act as a guide to him and i did sometimes feel a little pride and affection when i was able to coax a smile out of him. Maybe that's what you picked up? But since leaving that job, my perception of children/having children have changed and my dealings with them have been sparse. So you when you mention that i should be working with them intrigues me. Maybe i've been on denial?



Ever since i could remember, i've always had an affinity for the stage/acting/performing. I have done small amounts of work, locally (College, Uni) and have always been keen on pursuing it further, and taking some professional classes. Due to parental contraints (my parents believe that this is not the sort of profession they want me to venture into) i've had to do it discreetly, which, for me is consuming and tiring. I first i had problems fathoming the 'wrong perception' bit to your reading, when it struck me -  I often have trouble visualizing my dream, as in where/what exactly i want to envision, or where to start. I know my passions and interests are real,at least i hope they are and i'm not being disillusioned and not a form of escapism, but my mind is everywhere. Its like i don't know the destination, but have a car and a map. i don't know how to read.    That's the closest i can come down to analyzing that reading. Please enlighten me if i'm off tangent, mangomom  

Thank you for the information on my guides. I always thought her name, for some reason was Talullah. I had a sense of a 'T' sounding name. Well Thia is not far off. lol.



Well, and here i thought i'd finally gone and done it. Consumed by my own mind and emotionally compensating for things i cannot have. Does kinship equate to being soul mates? Truth be told, as crazy as it sounds, I have never met this individual, know of him,  but he's none the wiser of my existence. I still have a hard time understanding that he and i could possibly have a kinship. We come from such different cultural, ethnic and backgrounds. And he's half a world away. Then again its all about the soul and i guess i should leave the 'outer shell' out of the equation. i leave this up to the Universe, i suppose. Things happen if they're meant to happen and anything worth having is worth waiting for, i suppose.

Three different directions and the changing dreams in two years, both scare me and intrigue me simultaneosly. Its hard for me to imagine that there is anything else i would be passionate about to change my dreams completely for, but i guess things happen. I guess, i'll leave that the unfolding circumstance. Thank you so much for the time taken to do my reading Mangomom. I truly value your energy and dedication.  :