Hi  

Lately I have been feeling lost and alone.  Seems as if there is nothing good coming and nothing to look forward to.  I was just wondering if things will be looking up for me soon?
thanks you
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Well to start with *huggz* I feel like you REALLY needed that, anyways...

I am getting that work will change... a change that you have been hoping for for a while now... Not sure if it is a promotion or just recognition for something that you do. Though it will be significant, in like the next month, maybe two...

Home life will be come more peaceful and relaxing place to be, you won't feel so pushed to go go go.... You will be able to sit and read that book you have been longing for. Also, you will find something inside of yourself that you knew was there all along and was just afraid of letting it out. You are a good and strong person, it is okay to let go and say I can't do this for you now. Will you see if someone else can?  

You are coming into a time that is about you, and it is not a bad thing... You need it and are very deserving to have everyone finally be able to tell you what they have known all along.

We often forget that it is nice to hear others say pleasant things about us, to us. You will be hearing it soon if you aren't already.

I feel like when the work changes happen then everything else you have been longing for will become available for you to pursue. It is not going to just fall into place, but it will be within reaching distance. You have waited so long, so this little bit longer should be easy for you.

*sigh* I know I keep saying almost the same thing in different ways but I keep feeling it in different ways.

You will be able to smile from your soul, and not just with your mouth, which you often do. If you aren't happy, it is okay to not smile. Just be you, everyone who matters in your life loves you as you are and not as you think they want you to be.

Be who you are and you will find a whole new world for the same you.... *smile* If I am confusing you at all please just say so.

Try to have some fun, go dancing, or out to a club/bar.... DO something you want to do... not just what you have to...

Embrace your life Dee, it is waiting on you to open up and do so.

Hope that this helps to answer you question about your life hon' Take care and Best of luck to you.

                      Nyte

thank you nyte..

I so needed to hear all that.  Thank you for responding to me.  You didnt confuse me at all.  
Home life is hectic but it started to calm down for now and I am always on the go. I have waited for so long. I am sure the wait is worth it.

thank you again.  I do appreciate you reading for me

I am soo glad that made more sense to you than it did to me... lol I was afraid that I was talking nonsense... *smile* Glad to help anytime!! ANd I am very sure that it will be worth the wait for you!! Best wishes for your future.