Kathy
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My name is kathy 49, meopause,feeling no end to my loneliness, i am divorced with 2 kids, my daughter is disabled, 28, and a son 11.
I am so lucky in some respects to have what i have, and i do thank god,for those things, but i ache for love, and hope??????????????? |
Well, hon, I have opened your records and of courst the first think that jumped out at me was your inability to love yourself. How can someone else love you if you don't love yourself. I don't see that your lack of love for self is of the normal reasons, like low self esteem, etc. The sense I get is that there was some really cruel events that happened to you and maybe not necessarily physical as much as mental. You definately need to release and forgive. I can sense the tragic pain yu are going through. You must understand that God does love you as if you were his only child. God did nothing to you, these horrible events were due to choices you made, like being around the wrong persons at the wrong times.
The Forgiveness Prayer
If there is anyone or anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it. If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it, for the fighest good of all concerned.
If you do this at the end of each day for 2 weeks it will clear the negativity that has built up such a wall within you and if you work with this prayer for 32 days consecutively it will heal insurmountable chasms of pain and separation in relationships with you, God and other people and situations.
The Releasing Prayer of Outside Influences
If what I am experiencing is not mine, may God have His shield around me and I release whatever it may be to him, for the highest good of others and myself.
This prayer will assist at any time you feel a physical sensation, emotional sensation or just a mental let down. You may also be taking on a lot of the physical and emotional pain your daughter is experiencing this prayer will assist you in releasing that pain for t he bothe of you each evening.
You will find love, lots of love, but not the kind of love you are talking about. That will come in about a year, but rest assured the love you will find like the love of a friend, a daughter, a son, and the love you have and will continue to receive from this forum is so awesome you won't miss it like you think you will.
Use these prayers and get back with me in a couple of weeks and feel free to make any edits that come to you in these prayers but keep them simple as they are.
Hon, I am so sorry you have had to endure these things but you are 10 times stronger than you ever thought you could be. We all love you and will keep you in our prayers and hearts.
Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom