Hi Liz,

Again, thanks for being so patient about your reading.  I have opened your records and was brought face to face with one of the most beautiful angels, porcelin skin, long blond wavy hair, beautiful green eyes and a most beautiful smile.  She is enveloped in a golden light.  She was sent by the recordkeepers to let you know how special you are to them.   You have been through so much, trying to complete all exeriences you chose many very difficult lives.  My first thought was "I am surprised you didn't chose a life in SA as an aids victim", but you went through a previous life as a leprosy victim.  This is probably your last or next to the last lifetime on this side, you are almost done with the toils of humanity.  I see you with a little one, cant really tell what it is, but the most awesome thing, I hear you telling the child "it's ok you can cry, everyone needs to cry sometimes, it's very healing".  You were not allowed to cry much or to show your emotions, you you have already learned how important it is to experience all emotions.  Love, anger, frustration, happy, joy, peace, sadness, lonliness, just to name a few, these you have already experienced.  You have brought forth a couple of phobias that you need to let go of.  You still fear darkness, it's okay, most of us do in one form or another.  But your fear was having been imprisoned in a cave, not sure if it was accidental or not, but you don't like the dark for that reason.  Once you understand the causes of some of these phobias, you then are able to get over them.  Being left alone is another problem you have, that is due to the same thing and in another lifetime you were left alone for days when your father would go out hunting for food.  You were a young boy 5 or 6 years old, your mother had already passed due to pneumonia about a year before.  I see you in a log cabin in the mountains, snow all around.  You didn't have much to do while your father was away, but you did your best, later years you began carving small items, animals, you became excellent in creating such beautiful tiny likenesses.  Later you became well known for these beautiful carvings, what made them so special, which most were not aware of, you blessed them with Gods love and protection for the one in ownership of the likeness as it was passed down.  You used Bear Grease to perserve these carvings.  I get a sense you have brought with you the attention to detail, not sure if it is in the art form, but I believe it is, though it may be in a different craft, I get something almost like weaving, or working with cloth, but not in the traditional manner.

In another lifetime you cared for 5 children, think they were your siblings, then you had 2 more of your own, raised a wonderful family and still love children.  A special bond developed through this lifetime for children.  

In this lifetime life has begun to take on an aura of much brighter, clearer essence.  You are beginning to see all the special little things that are such miracles, the tiny flower in the midst of all the green grass.  You are becoming much more mature for your age, you can sense the importance in the simple little things, the awesome creations of God.

Liz, you are a wonderful lady, it is truly such a joy to have withnessed such an awesome welcome when I opened your records.  You do have a few more trials to experience in this lifetime but they will be very shortlived and you will be so grateful you experience those as they will prepare you for more difficult things in the future.  Your future overall is bright.  I don't see any major concerns for you, you will know when to seek assistance for the trials you will face later on, just know that God will only open the doors that are right for you and if the doors don't open for the things you think are best, it's because God knows better.  

We live our lives forward; we understand our lives backward.

God Loves you, Liz.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

Thank You so much Mango Mom just reading what you wrote brought an internal jow that i cant explain i really appreciate it, again thank you!