I know I made a post for a genual reading and I thank you very much to eye_of_tiger help. I still not sure how to devople my gift. I will do lots of reading.

I am very exicted to have a akashic reading with different things in mind.

The question I have for Mango Mom are,

Do I know the father of my older son from another a past life ? I have this gut feeling when I meet him, like I knew him before. Would like to really know for sure.

As well is there anything my past lifes want me to know today to help me in this life time?

Thank you very much for your time.
Angela

Sundancer,

You honor me with your request.  I will be glad to do a reading, it might take a couple of days, but I will get to you very soon.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

Thank you, Look forword to it

senserly,

Angela

Hello Sundancer,

I have  opened your records and the recordkeepers have a bit of information for you

Do I know the father of my older son from another a past life ? I have this gut feeling when I meet him, like I knew him before. Would like to really know for sure.

You do not know this man from a  pas life, but you to re-remember him from the other side as i the spiritiual realm.  While preparing your blue print for this lifetime you two entities agreed to create this child together.  The connection you are feeling is like dejavu, been there done that, that is because you are re-remembering the time you were planning this lifetime.  It is just a little jog to let you know you are on the right track, you are not required to do anything else about it at this point in your life.

As well is there anything my past lifes want me to know today to help me in this life time?


There is no major things jumping out at me from your past lives, that are saying re-remember, but you have brought some things froward, the tendency to continuously choose a somewhat abusive partner.  You have in a past life been very cruel to others and are trying to make up for it by making your self a victim in this lifetime.  That is not necessary, you need to let go of that trait, I have a couple of prayers for you to ask for forgiveness and to release the outside influences.

FORGIVENESS

If there is anyone or anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it.  If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it ( Asking this is love and for the highest good of all concerned).

RELEASE

If what I am experiencing is not mine, may God have His shilde around me and I release whatever it may be to Him/Her, for the highest good of others and myself.

Sweetheart, you need to be much more forgiving of yourself, you are a good person and to help you understand in the previous life, you agreed to be this cruel person to assist others in their journey to complete experiences, you are not and never were a bad person.  

Your God Loves you no matter what, you could never do anything that would stop God or your family from loving you for who and what your are.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

Dear Mango mom,

Your reading is %100 true.  I feel as well this is the real deal from my heart.

I don't have words to express how I feel. I am blow away by your reading.

I can't say enough what an unselfish person you are taking your time with us to help us with your special gift.
You’re a wonderful person. What a blessing to have gotten the chance to meet you and have a reading by you.

Thank you for clearing it up for me about my ex that I share my older boy with. The moment I meant him I felt dejavu. I felt very conformable with him. We spend a total of 6 years together. The first year was the best. Then he started to change slowly then we got pregnant with our son he really changed. He becomes abuse to me.
I did feel this was what I deserved for some reason. He ended up cheating on me and lying about it. I forgive him for the shake if our son. I wanted our son to have a family that I never had. I wanted to give our son a
Good life. In the end he left me for another woman he been with her ever since. It broke my heart and I thought I would never get over it. It had of been one of the worst down points in my life besides losing my mother at age 13.

I also need to say during the time apart he has tried to make my life just awful. Using our son to hurt me and taking me to court.

Well I did get over it. I am a lot happier now. It took me about 8 years to really get over the anger of everything.
About 6 months ago I really changed. I found a web site simmer to this one where you could talk and share about anything spiritually. They had a build in tarot card reading that I used for the first time. A few people give me a reading. Since then it changed me who I am today. The cards said to let go of my anger to really let go and I would get my wish. My wish was peace with in myself. I started to let go of my angry and I felt like a different person. I become happier, with new hope. I enjoyed life more. I believed in myself more.

Then the new me started to slow to my ex. We had an appt to meet with a mediator during this session I told my ex I let go of my anger and I felt he needed to know this.  Since then I have remain clam even when he trying to get a rise out of me. I took his power over me away. I don’t get angry. My ex started to change toward me he stopped trying to hurt me.

I phoned my aunt to talk to her about the scary day ahead and what I was going thought. She prayed with me over the phone. For god to protected me ect..

Going to try to make this short after a court date we had.  I asked him to go for coffee during this coffee it become a heart to heart we talked about our son how much we love him and are prude of him. Then I am not sure word for word how it happens, but He ended up bring up how much anger I had for him. I asked him if I was able to tell him why I been so angry. I told him I felt worthless like I meant nothing. If I died tomorrow you wouldn’t care. I felt humility. I felt I was always in competition with you, who could give our son a better life.
My ex shocked me to death. He said he was sorry for that. He also said He knows he was wrong and is older now that he sorry for not being there when our son was a baby. The his idea in his head was to work pay the bills and when our son was bigger he would take him to sport games ect.. He said I know I was wrong for that. I should have been there. I forgot to mention when are boy was a baby he never feed or changed him. He wasn’t there for him and every picture that was took with his son he looked angry. Anyhow he said honestly I just didn’t want to be there with the getting up in the night breast feeding so on.

I was very surprised and shocked with what I heard from him. I never thought I would ever hear this from him, Ever since things have been pretty good. Ex even invited us over for Thanks giving and that went well.

I have a b/f of five years who has asked me to marry him, but I am scared to get married. I been with him 5 years and have another little boy. We have had our problems but for the most part things have been good. He a great father to our little boy and it there for my older boy too.

Yes life is a lot better for me I have been working at a seniors home for over a year and for the most part I really enjoy my job. The pay is a lot better then I ever made before and I get benfits and sick days if I need them. I can also walk to work then taking the bus like I used too. I had very poor paying jobs before this.

Anyhow I really appericite your time 

Thank you
Sincerely,
Angela  

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