Hello.  I'm Linda and I'm new to the group.   I am in a real desperate situation in my life at this moment and I really need some insight.  About a month and a half ago, my boyfriend of two years, Baran, just one day flipped out and threw me out of the house, reniged on allowing me to continue to make payments on a truck he financed for me, and really left me in a bind.  This just devasted me.  I'm 41 and I just graduated last August from massage school (with him, that is where we met), worked 1 year at a chiropractor's office and just started working for myself in private practice.  This was a huge step for me.  I also just purchased my dream truck about 2 months prior to all this happening.  Then one day, BAM, my life completely fell apart.  I have been staying at several different places, my belongings are everywhere, I'm just so lost and alone.  This just took me down to my knees.  After making some hard choices and going back to school, getting out of a bad relationship, my life was finally started to be one that I was finally happy with.  I made something of myself, had a wonderful man, a new truck.  I never thought I would ever have these things in my life.  Then, just like that, it's all gone.  I'm still in disbelief. I feel like I've lost everything important to me.  Can someone please help me.  I need some guidance.  I don't even know what happened that he has done this.  He has been so incredibly cruel to me on top of everything.  It is just killing me.  Please help!!

Linda