Is there anyone here who has the ability to read my future? I am really trying to change this series of unfortunte events in my life and I feel that some spiritual insight will be very helpful. My current situation is very depressing concerning relationships, income,living situation, did I say income?? Anyways I feel that part of the reason is that I devoted all my time to spirtuality and gave so much to others now I am the one in search of a better future. Any insight would be greatly appreciated.

If you have started on a negative spiral it might only lead you further down.

In order to better your situation you need to focus on the positive...which might create solutions or thoughts that might lead to such.

You must stop the negative thought spiral like:

You have given a lot from yourself....now you must pay..

This is not true....it has become an excuse..a knot to put your unfortunate on...but it gives you no help...it just makes you think negative.
By helping other people...you help yourself...you can never help people who are in better condition then yourself...so if you help people who is in worse condition, then you notice that your situation aren't that bad after all....you can't go around feeling sorry for yourself....you will more get the feeling that you are doing something good and so on...and that your situation aren't that bad seen in light of those you help.

You are in a "lousy" relationship....well...if your situation is in negative state...then most relationship become "lousy"....take a "timeout" evaluate if this relationship gives you anything.....if it only use you...then end it....if it gives you energies and love...make it function....it's very important then to suppress the negative...look for the positive which will make your day better.

If we are in a state of negative attitude...then our whole life become a hardship....we have difficulties to see solutions even if they are in front of us.
I recommend you to do Meditation to focus on those things that gives you energy.....this will better your daily life....you will start to "beam" positivity ...people is attracted to such thing....it's easier to get a job if you beam security and positivity....life is much more easy to live with this attitude...even if your money situation not increase at once, your thoughts will weight up for this....it all stay in our Brain.

Good luck!