Well, Mango Mom, you are right on the money! Amazing...I can't tell you how much you have helped me. I will try to be less stressed and worry less. Thank you...

Of course, I knew this business about the in love with being in love....and I have processed a lot my feelings of not feeling deserving to be loved, but maybe I need to revisit it and see if there are some unresolved parts.

I mean, I really can't believe what you say *that he sees it as me fightintg him*...I mean. WOW. That is EXACTLY the same sentence he says to me...
that I am fighting him. I need to really let go...and give it to God. And not take it back!

I appreciate your guidance. It has deeply helped me in the way to proceed.
God Bless you and all you do.