Hello,

My name  is Lydia. If anyone could give me abit of advice, i would really appreciate it. Im happy to be surrounded by loving family and i feel blessed but i feel unfulfilled with myself .I feel dissapointed with myself for letting my fear get the best of me. im happy when i get to help people i feel its my mission to help. I was told im a healer, a spirit helper, an empath, psychic (all untapped yet) n angel communicator. I decided i  start with learning to heal so decided to take on reiki. that was 1 year ago n i havent attuned yet (bcos of a book i read on entites). i dont know why i fear spirits so much as it didnt use to bother before.i used to see them n they used to play hide n seek. whisper in my ear (theres alot of scary one too) anyway i got really scared when i was admitted to hospital n i was on really heavy dose of medicine (it was so strong i would only stay awake for 1 hour a day) as i spent most of the day sleeping, everydaythis particular evil spirit would could into my dream(nighmare/morningmare) and taunt me n chase me throught graveyards telling me thats my tombstone), it finally stop when my g/granpa did something which close my ability to see too.
Fast foward ...i finally found the courage to take reiki tho no attune yet i have already paid for it. Last night im already having nightmares. N i dunno im imagining stuff but i feel something dark with red eyes is waiting . It sounds crazy i know.

Will i ever find the courage to do this? is this the wrong time?Why do i fear entities so much? or should i just be a normal mummy?( i think this is more then a bit, hope noone minds)

Thank you

Hi Lhna28

Lets see if we can knock a hole in that problem.
Spirits wont hurt you, man does that. Use your Reki symbols to help you stay focused and protected.

1st exercise..

Sit in a chair control your breathing by breathing in throught your nose to the count of 6,
then hold for the count of 2, then breath out through your mouth slowly for the count of six.
Imagine you are relaxing every part of your body starting at your toes and working your way up
.take your time.This should take about 10 minutes.When you feel relaxed start imagining two things
...First suround yourself in the white light of love and divine protection,
then cover yourself in reflective gold shield so that anything coming at you is reflected back.
now imagine that the more they try, the more it reflectes back ten fold.
Second exercise.... Imagine that every time you see the thing that troubles you, the image fades away and reduces in size
becoming smaller and duller every time until its not worth trying to see it.
Do this for 10 / 20 mins every day before bed for 4 days.

The next bit is simple.

When you meditate down next time after the four days,
imagine your shield has a panel with dial ..one for negative ..one for positive.
You then dial each one up or down to find your sweet spot
allow a third dial for incoming messages from guides or what ever you want to hear.
Start by imagining the dails have 10 settings ..Start at 5
then over the course of one week  go a little up or down one dial at a time.
DONT HURRY. you want to filter out the negs and increase the poss in your life.
With the third dial tune in your guides messages.

Cheers Pete

HI Psychic Chef,

It works!!!!! No more nightmares!! Now  i see the entity fading away slowly and slowly....im no longer afraid. Its amazing how imagining it to fade n shrink makes me no longer afraid of things. You gave me confidence to try other things and i learn not to let my imagination run wild!!! Thank you so much.

p/s: cant wait to try the dial sheild...

L&L,
Lydia

Hi Lydia

Glad it worked

Cheers Pete