Greetings, Mangomom.

Our path has never cross before on this board. Maybe it is not kismet than.
But somehow, your name keep popping up in several topics that I had viewed today and had a sense of deja vu.
I have been feeling restless, moody and worried recently, especially after the new moon on the 11th Sep.
Can you help me understand myself better by doing a Akashic Reading?
I had changed my name a few years ago, so should I PM you my old or new name.
Once again thank you for your time and effort.

Best regards,
roz

Roz,

Why don't you PM both names and we will see which one opens your records.  If you will be a little more specific in your questions we might be aple to get a better view on the matter or if you choose to leave your question as is, we can do that too.

Love, Light and laugther
MangoMom

Hi Mangomom,

I have PM you my names and the questions.

I understand that you will post the question on the board to share with other members so that is fine by me.

Hopefully your reading will help me to be a few steps closer to the answers. . Thanks you.

Blessings to you and all on MB,
roz

I just checked the PM, there was nothing from you, it must be floating out in la la land. LOL

Okay, Roz, I have opened your records, by the way, the first name is clearer.

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In your previous life you were a very demanding "slave owner"  You were a pretty difficult person to please, but you must understand that you chose that life to assist other in experiencing a difficult life.  There is no karmic effect that was brought into this lifetime, but you still seem to punish yourself for having been so cruel to others that you feel you don't deserve the blessings your God has in store for you.  You do deserve these blessings, but your negative attitude has kept them at a distance and you have received very few of those blessings.  You must forgive yourself, you did this as a service to others, consider you were acting a part as if in a play, then you can release these negative feelings about yourself.




You are at a fork in the road with your direction and it is up to you to decide which road to take.

One road continues your life as is, rather stale, somewhat uneventful, but there are many good things in store as well.  If you choose this road, life will be okay, but you will not accomplish the many adventures, but you will be safe and satisfied and will accomplish your destiny.  

If you choose the other road, life will be a roller coaster ride.  Many ups and downs, some really difficult times but also some really wonderful times.  You will experience many emotions, events and many personalities.

I am not sure what you mean by migrate, but my assumption and the assumption of the recordkeepers is will you live abroad, no, not at this time, but understand all of this is based on probabilities and your choices.



You know, just asking that question tells me that you are not happy with your current husband, you honor him, but there is not everlasting love.  That decision is a part of that fork in the road, you will be able to answer that question when the time comes.



You do need to be cautious when you reach the fork in the road.  I get a quick sense there could be danger there.  Sadly, I get the sense it could be dangerous either way you go on this fork in the road, but you understand your God and angels, guides, loved ones are all around you and will be watching over you.  You are protected, this could mean your sixth sense will start working very strongly, which will tell you what you need to know.  Listen to those gut instincts.  I also get the sense you do not let many people know the situation you are in, especially your family, which you do not get to see very much.  You are apparently in an abusive situation (mentally more so than physically) that is also a part of your negative attitude.  Once you understand you are a deserving creature of your God and you are a beautiful person, inside and out you will do well.  

Roz, you can have a wonderful life, but again that will be due to choices you make, no one else.  You did not bring bad Karma with you but you have allowed yourself to believe you have.  The power of the mind is awesome, it is up to you to control that power.  

(5) What kind of business would I be happy doing?

You love being around people and would /do  very well in sales or at least working with the public, but there seems to be a block, could it be someone has told you you can't do those things?  You can do anything you wish.  

You know, I need to share this little parable:

Every one lives and everyone dies, it is your God given choice what happens in between, you have a starting point and you have an ending point, it's up to you to take the fast plane to the end, a medium car ride to the end and see more sites and experience more things in  life or you can just take a very slow walk, see all the sites and all the experiences and gather every blessing God has in store for you.

God Bless you Roz, you are a wonderful caring person and life will be good to you, I will keep you in my prayers, you do have a very difficult decision to make, you are apparently at that fork in your life right now.  You have to make the choice based on what is for the highest good of all concerned.

Love, Light and Laughter
MangoMom