Dear MangoMom & All,
Thanks a lot for your reading, even it was very depressing

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Please, help me to understand what did you mean with :
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| You have told yourself that it is okay to wait for this guy when normally you would say forget it. You are a lovely lady and you will find someone who will take care of you in the manner you should be taken care of, but you first have to get this guy out of your mind or make the committment to be waiting for him even if you two marry. It is your choice, no one can make that choice for you |
I know he is sometimes do not care fo my feelings but this is true with all his closests including his mom, he was always honest & loving and I can't beleive he will let me down in something he want it as much as I do,
I agree with you that he sometimes make promises that he do not keep but it was not his fault on the contrary it was because of all the bad situations & circumstances around me and my country,
Also, I don't know why, I always have the feeling deep inside my heart that I will have a partner who meet my expectations on the material level but will not have the peaceful & problem free life that everybody want and desire,
I am not trying to convince myself or anybody else that he is a perfect man but I really feel a spiritual connection with this man and feel the warmth of his love to me,
Thanks & Warm Wishes,
Aida