
Hi MM!
Thanks again for the insights. Just talking about my wedding helps transform it! Yes, right, I have to be "bigger" - have been practicing this for the last year - seems to be working. It's a little hard - but hey, the alternative (being bitter and not forgiving people) IS NOT REALLY AN OPTION!! Lol!!
Started saying the prayers 2 days ago - I AM STARTING TO FEEL BETTER ALREADY. Also started "interviewing" some of my family - I WILL definitely let you know when I get to the bottom of this "mystery"
I've gotten a bit more information - I think directly from her... She didn't feel very loved in her earthly body - the pain of feeling UNLOVED was TOOOO MUCH for her to handle .... Maybe she was trying to FREE HERSELF FROM THE PAIN. She's afraid of "moving on" for fear that this might happen again.
I made small "intuitive" adjustments in the first prayer: "Father/Mother God we ask IN LOVE that this .... be sent on IN LOVE in its spiritual evolution...
Big hugs,
Wendy