soul_flower,

In response to your request for a reading I received an image of a number of telephone poles connected by lines that covered a great distance. My immediate response what that this was an image and perhaps an issue about communication. However, I'm sensing that this may not just be a matter of the necessity of communication between persons separated by physical distance but this may also be about communication or the lack of communication that has occurred over many years.

I sense that there are a number of people involved in this and that many of them are mature women who are family and perhaps close friends. I also have the impression that a decision has been weighing on you perhaps for as long back as when you were a child. Something you always wanted to talk about. Something for which you need the assurance that you've been "heard".

The decision or life you've chosen for yourself thus far may not have been a choice you made entirely your own. By this I mean that that a number of others (perhaps these mature women) have had an effect on your thinking. And while your decision to date pleases them, I have a feeling that it does not entirely please you!

I sense that you need to talk or "communicate" with someone separated from you by physical distance, someone from your past, or someone who is both from your past and also separated you by long distance. And I have a sense that this person is either your mother or someone who is like a mother for you, a person with a warm and nurturing influence in your life.

There is something you need to communicate. Some thing you need to say with your own unique voice and perhaps in our own unique way. By this I don't mean that there are necessarily words that you need to speak although there may well be. I am feeling that perhaps you want to tell someone or everyone that the time has come for you to simply "be yourself"! The communication with this mother, grandmother, nurturer is necessary because right now you feel the need for her affirmation and her nurturing. And this is fine.

Something inside you is wanting to speak. You've been searching for this within and now you've found it or perhaps you finally let it find You. You simply need to speak with someone whom you love and trust, someone  who will let you know that its OK to be who you really are deep down inside. Someone you trust who'll assure you that it's fine for you to be You.

Hope this helps,

Grayson

Grayson,



First id just like to thank you for taking the time to do a reading for me,and it has helped....

It makes alot of sense,every little bit of it.The life i have chosen thus far hasnt been only my choice these "mature women" did effect my decision making,very much so.Not getting to far into it but i know who these ladies are,they did in my words push me into alot of things,by talking me into it.....As long as they are happy then thats all they care about.

I am not happy,no one listens to me and it is time i started to speak up,its been long enough.I dont want other people,meaning these ladies to rule my life anymore.There is alot of communication problems in every part of my life.


I do want to be heard,for a long time now,i need to know people listen to what i think and want,not to walk all over me!!!!

Your reading makes me laugh   ....In a good way,because everything thing you said is so damn true,and to mention those 'mature women',it hits the nail on the head....So thankyou again,you did make me feel alot better  


Tamara :o)