Thanks jotejete.
I understand that things will get better after I pass by teenage years. I really want to be a typical teenager right now, just hanging out with friends and stuff. I dont even know why i'm stressing over a girl... I mean I've got a really good friend already who I can share my ups and downs with, and we talk about anything too, but my life seems empty without that girl. I always think that if I could just meet that girl, then life would be perfect for me. I could then really focus on education, job, etc, because I know that what I'm doing is for "our" future.
Ack, sorry about my raving lol.
Anyways, well, I'm quite confused right now too, because I have gotten so many readings and a lot of readers said that my relationship with Yicen will grow and that she is the one for me and stuff. Some readers also said that I will be in a relationship within a year from now, and maybe earlier. However, when readers say that, I get quite confused because I don't even know who she is. And when you tell me that I will meet a girl with love interest before this year ends, I get confused yet again, because now I don't even know if I should wait until the end of the year, or if I should start contacting Yicen again (I stopped talking to her because I thought she didn't have any interest in me, and a reader also told me that she only sees me as a friend, and does not want to get into a serious relationship right now. Then again, it contradicts with what other readers say when they say that she is the one for me.). I wouldn't want to spend too much time on Yicen if I'm going to meet this girl before the year end. See, now I'm stuck on whether to get a closer relation with Yicen, or to keep my distance from her
Sorry if I keep going in circles and circles lol.
Also, if anyone else feel anything between me and Yicen, or about my question, please do reply!!!
******EDIT******
Hey jote, one more thing about this new love interest. You see, I'm going to Taiwan in late december, and I've been thinking about contacting a friend of mine from childhood who I had lost contact with for 10 years. I was just wondering if she could be the love interest you were talking about? I call her by her nickname, pronounced as "Young May-May". Another reader said that she isn't the one for me either
Thanks !!!!!!!!!