Dearest Trianiel,

You don't make mistakes when you make a decision with the information and tools you have at the time feels right.  You made the right decision at that time.  You need to say the prayer for forgiveness each night for the next 8 nights, this will help you on the road of forgiving yourself:

If there is anyone or anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it.  If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it, this is for the hightest good of all concerned."

Now, the Cinderella story:  You were of "blue blood" in about the 1600s, your name was Paul Richard Suderburry.  You had fallen in love with a scullery maiden who worked in your aunt's home.  You love your aunt and visited her often, your relationship with Sarah grew as you two grew.  Sarah was very reluctant to allow anyone to know of your love for each other, but you were determined to bring the relationship into the open.  (I am amazed, I have never been given a story, in this form before, it has always been very sketchy)  You would meet Sara often as she was walking to market to purchase food for the household.  One day while at market you purchased a beautiful lavender and white gown, with all the "trappings" for Sarah and asked her to dress and attend a ball with you.  This happened one week later, everyone was enamoured by Sarah, later that evening your Aunt asked where you met her, you told her the truth, after that your aunt took Sarah as a daughter, educated her etc, you two were married two years later, you had 4 children, 3 girls and 1 boy , named Paul Randall Suderburry.  You lived to the age of 69 and Sarah lived to the age of 72, which was very old for that time.  Your love continued to the other side and you have shared a couple of lifetimes together as Mother/Daughter and Father Son.  I get the impression you will have a little girl in about 3 1/2 years named Sarah.  You see, that type of love is not necessarily a sexual type of love, it is an unconditional love that can exist for eternity and a day.  

Your young man you are seeing right now is the right person for you at this time in your life, but be sure he understands that he has to stand his ground with you, he cannot give in and just accept your moods when you are just pouting about a bad day.  You will know you are on the right track, there will be or has been a deja vu event which is your sign that you are on the right road.  

You have many years of beautiful relationships with family, friends and lover(s), you are very special to so many, you also have a lovely elderly lady with rosy cheeks, white hair in a bun and rounded chubby body, a bit overweight, she is holding a plate of cookies, watching over you at this time.  She is so thrilled to see the laughter in your eyes.  

Thank you for giving me this opportunity to read your records, have a wonderful life.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

MangoMom,

Ever since I've first seen your posts, you've always struck me as a sweet and wonderful woman.  I feel honored that you have taken the time to do readings, especially after being ill.  You fit your name as a "mom."

The story really struck me.  First of all, I've never pictured myself as a man, lol.  But the cinderella story has always felt special to me.  I've always enjoyed making people feel special, not because I want to say, "look what I did," but just to see people smile.  The idea about buying a dress feels like something I'd do.  Gail Carson Levine's version of the Cinderella story seems like that's the way the story should be.  The prince found love from someone who treated him normal, which is what I've always looked for.  I feel like I've finally found that.  For once I feel content.  Happy is an emotion you have for a moment, though content is long-lasting.  I'm not worried about having a long future with him; I feel like just having fun for once and enjoying life.  I know that God has everything in control.  Why should I worry?

Thank you so much for the reading.  I have to ask one question though.  Is the white haired lady white from hispanic/italian decent?  You see, my Filipina grandmother died before I was born, so I never met her.  Mom told me she was a great cook, which is where she learned it.  I don't really know much about either side of my family as far as grandparents or older.  I haven't had any true grandparents around since my grandpa died, whom I loved very much.  It's been 8 years since he died, and it still hurts.  I just miss the relationship I had, and long for something like that again.

Lots of love,

~Ty

MangoMom rocks the house
That reading was beautiful and inspiring. Your Granfather still sees you.
He calls in late at night to watch over you while you sleep. sometimes he is still there when you wake.
Cheers Pete

Thank you so much, both of you.  I was having to wipe a couple of tears as I was typing that reading.  I don't know the descent of the woman I saw, she was in a kitchen with a brick oven.  Our wonderful Psychic Chef could possibly give you more.

I truly got as much out of that reading as you did.  Thank you for the honor.

MangoMom

Well thank you for giving the reading.  It's helped me understand more about myself.  I was wiping some tears away too.  And Chef, thanks for letting me know that.  Last night I was reading a book that talked about a girls father who died in the story, and it moved me so much because I had a very close relationship with my grandpa.  He was an inspiration to me, and I realize that it's because of him that I have any artistic talent.  The more I find out about him, the more I feel connected to him.  Maybe in a sense he's one of my muses.