New Mommy PM'd me for a reading, I have copied her concerns and will give her reading in open forum:
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| As far as the specifics of my question. I have doomed, paralizing, horrible panic attacks when I'm entering a sleep state and I've had them since around the age of 12. I have just learned to deal with them (someone has actually called the police once, thinking I was being harmed since I repeatedly yell "Oh My God! Oh My God!" over and over. My husband has learned to deal with them and has gotten quick at grabbing me as I'm jumping in horror to my feet but now I've just had a baby and he sleeps with us in bed since we live in less than 500 square feet and I had a horrible panic attack while he and I were cuddled up sleeping and it scared him sooooooo badly and I was just devastated that he had to pick up on my fear and be so startled. It has made me want to try again to find the source of my attacks. Anyway, sorry I have rambled, I'm just sorta at a loss |
I had a little trouble getting your records to open, the names are not ringing true. but MA was clear.
When we have major problems develop just out of the blue, without an event happening in this lifetime, it is usually something that happened in a previous lifetime. Once we understand the problem, we can deal with it. Your terrors are a symptom and we must find the cause to ceal with it.
The information I get is that in a previous lifetime, you were taken from your home at approximately the age of 11 or 12 and sold into slavery. You were almost asleep when a blanket or something was thrown over you and you were taken away. You had a terrible life, experiencing some of the most degrading events imaginable to man. You not only have problems going to sleep, you also have problems in your sex life. Some of your terrors come from your mother having been on opiads as well, genetically you have brought some of the results of that with you as well.
I do understand the terrors and the concerns you have with your baby having them as well. He will be fine and not remember nor experience any of this.
Now to solve the problem, the prayers I share are very simple but they are very powerful. Each evening at bedtime I want you to say this prayer:
Take me in Your Arms, Lord. Enfold me in Thy Grace.
Leave me in Thy Light and Love
That Protects me in this place.
Each morning before you start your day, say this prayer:
Take me by the hand, Lord
Walk me through this day,
Let every thought, word and deed,
Be Always in Thy Way.
We also have a third prayer that you should use, this one is to release outside influences.
If what I am experiencing is not mine, May God have His Shield around me and I release whatever it may be to Him, (For the Highes Good of Others and Myself).
I believe you will find that in a few days you will be able to peacefully fall asleep and if the terrors come back, just keep these powerful little prayers at hand.
I have them printed on business cards and laminated front to back. so that I place one one my nightstand on a little easel, when I have said the morning prayer I flip it over so that it is ready for the bedtime prayer.
May God Bless you and watch over you and yours, I pray that this information can and will be used for the highest good of all concerned.
Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom