I met a man{RVP} on a dating site 5 years ago and I found my self never been able to get him out of my head.We fell in love and he promised to marry me.But each time he promised to come to me{ he lives in usa and I in Indonesia} he just disappeared without any single world just before the date he supposed to come.This happened several times, and whenever he's disappearing for more than 6 months, I never been able to reach him by either by email/phone/mails.After his last disappearance 6 months ago-just one week before the date he supposed to meet my family up.I actually have decided to move on and met another man{RH} who seemed seriously seeking a soulmate and seemed to be a supportive future husband.But suddenly I found 5 letters of RVP in my mail box, I can't belive that actually he sent a letter each month but I never received.

He told me to think again about my decision to move on as I said in my last email to him. He told me that he is now being detained of beating a man who raped a 7 years old innocent girl.His friends and family are now attempting to get him released but if they are not succeed, he will have to be in jail for next 20 months. He asked me to wait for him because he love me and would never been able love anyone as he love me. He explained the reasons why he disappeared many times, and told me that because beside of his carier in property, he also worked for CIA for 20 years. He sometimes being sent to many horrible countries/ war without having the ability to tell me about that because that's top secret.He only be able to tell me know because the media has reveiled that to public.

I am now so confused and sad. I love him so much, but with my traumatic experience waiting for him for almost 5 years make me so afraid to wait for him.In the other hand, RH asked me to marry him aswell, he is now travelling to africa for work, but he just called me asking me to help him to find a house for him to buy.He insisted that I could find the house { he intends it for us after marriage} soonest and wanted to send me a quite big funds { about $ 700.000 } this week to buy the house.

I really don't know what to do and which direction should I take. I hope I can get a reading here that could help me to decide the right thing for my future happiness and my doughter.

I forgot to tell you that I have been divorced since 8 years ago and I have a 9 years old beautiful doughter.I work as a medical doctor and have my own clinic. I am financially secure finally after long times of struggles in the past.But I have been very lonely.I think 8 years is more than enough for me to be single and it's time to find a soulmate and find happiness in marriage and family life.

Please I would really appreciate your help


Kania

Hello, Kania!
I couldn't help but to read this and think this answer out clearly, however I had a strong intention that this relationship with RH has alot of compassion and honesty, and alot of love between you both, I feel that there is strongly SOMETHING there, and you need to look at the picture from your heart and go into that direction.  
And this love is something magical that is waiting to happen and you got to help yourself move into that direction and let things go by the flow and let things come to you. Don't go seeking where you THINK you feel loved. Because in the end love is where the heart is!

REMINDER: This is not a given path to take just ADVICE from me to you, You lead your own way in life!

-UnClarified

Kaina
Keep still so i can psychicly smack you across the back of the head.
My guides are screaming warning messages in my ear over RVP. You should be carefull of the serpents bite. there is darkness coming with this man which will lead to the hurting of your daughter. He has snake eyes and serpent lies.


Please take this warning SERIOUSLY.

RH is genuine in his intentions but i cant pick up anything else about him.

Cheers Pete

I clearly get deceit, deceit, deceit in connection with RVP!

Thank you for clearing this up! I felt something not all there with RVP also, however felt that no one can tell her anything because she still has feelings for him and she will see eventually....