Could I get a Akashic reading please? Let me know what details to give you and I will. Thanks in advanced.

If you will PM your full, legal name, then ask the questions on this thread I would be honored to do a reading for you.

MangoMom

When will I find romance in the next year?
What is my career outlook like?
Will I have children?
Will this lonely depression phase end?
And anything in general I need to know, anything my spirit guide is telling me. I think she is trying to tell me something but ever since I've been depressed I haven't been able to connect with her, except once through Tarot and I got that message but there is something else she is trying to tell me.

Hi, sorry it has taken me so long to get back to you.  I have your information and am ready to open your records, Your guide asked me to say hello to Nicky

When will I find romance in the next year?
You will have casual romance in the next 5 to 6 months, you will then meet someone that you will truly become friends first then the love will develop almost out of nowhere.  Yes you will have children, but not sure if it will be in the conventional way.  There will be a gir, boy and girl.

The depression will go away as soon a you realize what is causing it.  It begins to go and then it returns, I get the sense that you enjoy your wine or beer and you will see that you have somewhat of an alergic reaction, even tho you don't actually drink that much, it's not worth it.  

What is my career outlook like?

You need to complete either a course or a degree, you have put it off, but it is time to get busy, your career will be in assisting others, I get the impression it is in healthcare.  Physical therapist or something similar?

Will I have children?
Will this lonely depression phase end?
And anything in general I need to know, anything my spirit guide is telling me. I think she is trying to tell me something but ever since I've been depressed I haven't been able to connect with her, except once through Tarot and I got that message but there is something else she is trying to tell me.

You are a lovely lady, inside and out, your guide is beside you, you need to take some time to clear your mind and remind yourself that God Loves You as if you were an only child.  You are not being punished for anything, any misadventures you are experiencing are from choice you made, admit it and go on, you don't have to carry any regrets.  You don't need the extra baggage of blaming yourself.  Apparently you are carrying some guilt that is subconsciously convincing you that you don't deserve the love of your guides, say this prayer each night for the next 5 nights:

If what I am experiencing is not mine, may God have His shield around me and I release whatever it may be to Him (For the highest good of others and myself).  

You will find this to be a very powerful prayer, releasing outside influences that have cause this block.

When you feel you are ready you can then light 3 candles, 2 White and 1 pink, if they are fragranced that is okay, the white is purity and the pink is love.  Relax, breathe deeply as you are preparing for meditation.  If you need music, that is fine.  Close your eyes and sit quietly, imagine you are sitting on a bench with room for another person to sit beside you.  Imagine this place as your on private room, put whatever you like in this room, flowers, ponds, windows, sunshine, just picture this room with a large door to the north.  The door opens and your guide walks in with a loving look, and sits beside you, now have your chat with your guide and you will be able to complet the conversation you began a while ago.  Once you are complete with your information, understand that this guide needs to continue on it's journey and you will receive 2 more guides that will be with you.  You are approaching a new phase in your life, the depression and loss was the knowledge that this guide was leaving, but now you understand that your guide has to grow as well.  You are strongly loved, by this guide and even more loved by the two new ones, one is female and the other male.  You are going to have a lot of laughter with the young male, he is here to show you the lighter side of life.  The female entity will show you more maturity, the ability to see things in a more mature light, your childish ways are ebbing.  

You have about 85 more years to experience and enjoy life, each day is a new day with wonderful adventures.  May you see how wonderful your life is going to be.

May the information you have received be used for the highest good of all concerned.

Love, Light and Laugther
Mango Mom

Thanks for this.


Is this my guides name or I'm supposed to say hello to a Nicky? I only know of one Nicky from High School but we haven't talked in years. But I have her on my facebook.

This is good to know. I've always said I wanted two or three children.

Well I was thinking of maybe taking Psychology or Early Childhood Education. But I could look more into Physical therapist. I didn't go to college because I thought I was making a lot of money so I moved out of my moms but I recently got laid off, so I need a new job.


I'm pretty sure it's from loneliness and lack of friendships, and the fact people make fun of me. I don't drink much now but I've been wanting to lately just to not think about my problems. I don't want to be an alcoholic but sometimes I say I wish I were one just so people would notice that I'm not happy. That's probably where that comes from...


I've done some really terrible things when I was twelve and also some bad stuff when I was teenager. I keep thinking it's karma build up and I'm finally paying for it, so therefore I deserve the constant loneliness and depression, and I deserve people making fun of me.


Will it be ok to wait to light these candles? Only I don't have any candles and no extra money at the moment, so I don't know when I can buy some to light them.

Thanks for this reading though. I feel lighter already after reading this. I was feeling really upset about something and couldn't sleep (it's almost 5 in the morning here) so I've been walking around and then I decided to go on the computer and found this, and it made me happier anyway. Thanks for taking your time and doing this I really hope I can connect with my spirit guide now and the future ones as well.