Hi Heather

After looking through these last two posts I do believe mystioc meg and eye of tiger have more than adequately covered any aspects that would be best suited for you to hear and know in the near and current future.

Any reading I would be to do on top of this would more than likely add to your confusion but it also can undermine the value of the other readers and I so truly do see them both as being great readers andn feel the information they have proivided for you is excellent.

Give it a couple of weeks best to say a couple of months and request again.

I only provide intuitive and mediumship and I currently do not have any loved one in spirit connecting.

I understand the need to know more and hopefully get the info to help you out of the state of confusion but this time its your time to find it within you and find your tools.  You are relied upon by so many others in emergency situations, so much so that now you feel you dont know how to help yourself only others.  go back to the basics and you will see the answers.