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Posts: 4135 · Posted: Mon Aug 13, 2007 8:51 am

Please take all the time you need, as I realise that there is quite a bit to take in from the reading I have given you.

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Always got a feeling and he does appear in my dreams now and then but most times either don't remember what he says ar cant quiet decipher it

This is I agree terribly frustrating, but even though you may not consciously remember what your granddad said after you have awoken from your dreams, spirit communication often operates at levels far beyond what can be expressed by means of mere words (either English or Indian).

It is as if his spirit spoke directly to your's, and much of what communication occurred would therefore possibly be more at a subconscious level, as those subliminal learning programs work. If you could remember it once you woke up, it could sound like a totally alien language. You would not have any valid point of reference in order to interpret the full depth of it's meaning?

As for the wisdom of changing workplaces in early 2008, your reading assures me that you would be well prepared to meeting the extra challenges you would need to face as a result of making the move, and I feel that it is therefore likely that you could increase your take home pay (although this would not happen immediately).

Please remember what I said in your reading about the need for you to be willing to make mistakes, and that life is largely a matter of trial and error. When you first make this move you will be effectively starting again from scratch, as you will be required to unlearn (?) your previous ways of doing the writing before you can really begin to feel comfortable again within your new work surroundings. If you are not willing to make some errors now and then as a vital part of the learning process, then you will probably never achieve what you set out to do, and the change of job could then sadly be in vain.

Namaste,

eye_of_tiger

Posts: 49 · Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 8:22 pm

Mystic Haze,

The image I received while reading for you was that of a huge volcanic crater like the ones in Hawaii you may have seen pictures of. I had an aerial view of the crater as if I were flying in a plane high overhead.

The image for me was symbolic of the dimensions of your problems as you experience them. So I can empathize with how distraught you must feel at times. However, the enormous dimension of the crater also suggested to me that this set of problems can't possibly be something that you simply "stumbled into". You can see a crater of this size from a long, long way off.

The crater is also circular in nature. As you walk around inside the dimension of your problem no matter where you go you wind up right back where you began. The depth of the crater also suggested to me that its sides are far too steep for you to fight or climb your way up and out simply with your physical resources and the sweat of your brow.

The only way out of that crater is for the volcano to errupt. The force of the eruption will lift you up and out into the gorgeous tropical landscape that surrounds this gaping hole.

However, your concern is rightly that you'd be destroyed in the process wouldn't you. Yes, you would. And what I mean by saying "you" doesn't refer to your physicality. I am referring to your habitual interface to relationships and life. I have no way of knowing precisely what this is. I only sense that something needs to explode, be shaken up, and burned away before you can escape from the confines of the crater you find yourself in today.

Please understand that this may simply be a magnified view of something that needs release and renewal on a much smaller scale than that of a volcano! This image does not necessarily suggest that your entire life has to "blow up" before you can finally settle down.

Only you can determine the magnitude of the blast that will be necessary to get you out of the crater of circular problems surrounded by steep walls. The force that is required is within you. Not external to you. The image suggests clearly to me that this change needs to be an "inside job". It needs to happen from the inside out.

Posts: 7 · Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 5:55 am

Grayson thanks so much for that insightful reading

I think you are not too way off the mark when u refer to the crater. Also in a way its hollowness

Well about can't possibly be something that you simply "stumbled into i suppose u are right . Things could have always been different if i had taken an alternative decision but my basic nature, mental state, and the shrouded intentions of others forced me into doing what i did and i didnt quiet imagine its consequences. Then agian, i have now got out of thinking on the lines of 'if only i hadnt done it'. In a lot of ways i think those incidents helped mebecome wiser and find myself in a lot of ways. So, I have made peace with that

Regarding the way of getting out of this present sufocating mould, you are spot on when u say I only sense that something needs to explode, be shaken up, and burned away before you can escape from the confines of the crater you find yourself in today. This is precisely what i realised and aim for. I need a total overhaul but the energy and drive isnt quiet there. Also, there are so many external and family factors and responsibilities attatched to it that i am practically immobalized. In a way i have left it to time and my instinct tells me that the wait may be long but the path will be sure.

Thanks a ton, these insights are helping out in understanding the situation but am not able to figure out the way forward which seems to be hidden in mist.

I suppose i just have to wait for the mist to clear

Peace to all