Lambtail,

As I read your request for help I received an image of the shore of a tropical island covered with a very thick growth of Palm trees. The distinctive thing about this image was the sun shining in the sky.

It appears to be mid morning early in the day. The sun is only about half way between the horizon and where it would be at noon directly overhead. Yet the sun is so big and soooo bright that I could't even look directly at it. I can't emphasize this enough. A tropical island looks very much like any other tropical island. However, in this image the utter brightness and size of the sun was just amazing.

The image suggested to me that you have been walking round and round in the thick growth of Palm trees where no path exists at all. Just when you think you are making progress you find yourself back where you started from only more tired and thirsty than before.

The irony of your journey is that you are on a relatively small island. You don't realize how close you are to shore. Out there on the beach and out from under the heavy foilage of the island the coast is clear. The water is calm and inviting and the sun is so bright it is virutally impossible to loose your way.

The message the image carries echos the famous words of Albert Einstein who gave this definition of insanity that we can all appreciate and learn from, "Insanity is doing the same thing over and over each time expecting a different result".

It's time you got the message of your behaviour on the island. Stop, look, and listen instead of plodding over the same terrain day after day after day. If you are still and quiet enough you will hear the sound of the breakers on the shoreline. You will hear the sound of the birds diving for fish. Walk toward the sound and you will have to cover your eyes to stop the sun from blinding you.

I know that it is dark and humid and dreary where you are walking. Stop, look, and listen. The end of your circuitous journey is closer than you think.

I would like to say sorry, that I didn't reply and thank you for your reading.I have kept coming back to the previous reading from eye of tiger,  and reading the reply and trying to absorb, and learn.   I somehow didnt see that there was a posting from you. It was only today (this morning) I saw that there was a second page.

I was shocked, how did I miss this?

Maybe it is like you say, I am amongst  tall palms,  not seeing what is beyond, and the time is right to look further,  to the sun and shore.
Hope and brightness, Light and warmth,

Maybe I wasn't supposed to see this reading?, till today,

I am deffinatly closer towards the edge of the tall dark trees, today, where a month ago, i was still in the middle, going nowhere.

I am a great believer that all things happen for a reason,  and that good always comes from bad, even though you cannot see it at the time.

As you can see from the dates, it has been nearly a month, since you posted your reading.  

Things have been slowly developing,  lots of inner searching, internal fighting  (reasoning) between heart and head,  

I have been making  progress, (as in the reading from eye of tiger - accept what i can change, change what i can, and have the wisdom to know the difference)  and have come to the understanding, of what I have to do, where I have to go in my life,  to see the sun and the beauty of the shore, and realizing, that I have control,  and that I have the confidence in myself that I know is there, but somehow has been buried under saddness and despair. hence as you say walking round and round in the thick palms, not seeing the sun, which is so close.

Your reading regarding the path, is interesting, as I was once asked with pictures, how do I see my path, it was a dark forrest, and at the time I could only see the path going round and round to nowhere, amongst the tall dark trees.
It would be great to see the birds flying, and the stillness of the beach, with the sun so bright full of hope and light, knowing that the journey through this thick maze of darkness, is nearly ended.

Thank you once again,  

Lambtail,

No apology is necessary! I am happy to hear that you are making progress as it is easy to feel the heaviness in your voice as you speak about your journey.
The reading I did for you stands as is. I would not change a word of it today. I'm so glad that you finally found it and were able to resonate with it.

It was my pleasure to read for you!