I keep getting a really strong feeling that I need to do something to really get on in my life but I do not know what it is. I keep meditating, analysing my tarot spreads and looking for signs but I cannot find the answer. It is something connected to financial gain and I can feel it so strongly but I cannot receive the message. I feel so agitated - nothing is coming through but someone is trying so hard to tell me something that I need to know.  I am 42 years of age and am ready to start my career but where do my talents lie?  Which direction do I take?  Can anyone pick up on my strengths and the guidance which is trying so desperately to reach me?

Hi cubix!  Welcome to Mystic Board!

I'm in a bit of a brain fog right now and having trouble concentrating - I think I'm getting my husbands flu :( ; but when asking the question for you I keep seeing rocks or stones around you. Does this mean anything to you?

Yes, it does     I have recently become fascinated with crystals.  I carry citrine with me all the time and am always looking for new stones to help me in my life.  I carry citrine because I thought that it would help me to find the answers that I am looking for as it is connected to abundance and decision making.  

I have just got over flu, so I know exactly how you and your husband must be feeling.   Mine was so bad, I had to call out the doctor as I could not get my breath back and my daughter went deaf in one ear with hers  The best advice I can give you is what the doctor told us.  Drink as much water throughout the day as you can manage, this way it will keep the catarrh off of your lungs and stop you coughing too much.  This really helped me and I was back on my feet within two days.  You'll soon be feeling well again.

Ever tried dowsing?
All you need is a piece of cotton and a pin or needle, tie the pin or needle to the cotton and voila you have a cheap and easy pendulum, equally you could go on line and spend a fortune buying one (why?).
What you have to now work out is which way it moves FOR YOU.
So pick something that means a lot (a picture of your child/partner/spouse/dog - what ever) hold the pendulum over it and note how it moves. try this a few times to make certain it moves the same way every time, then off you go.
Write some ideas down on pieces of paper, spend them around the floor or table, hold the pendulum or each piece in turn (thinking about what is written on the paper) and note if the pendulum moves (either circles or forward and back or side to side).
Let me know how you go on.
Best of luck.
Stuart

Hey cubix!

I'm not sure what direction this is going but I think the flu decided to pass me by ::wipes brow:: Phew!!  Either that or I sweat it out while cleaning yesterday. I ended up doing a very deep cleaning in this house all day long... germs, blech!!! I want them out of the house so I think I got most of them.. and still have more to do today.

Anyway, in answer to your question and I know this will probably seem like an unsatisfactory answer to you, but I would suggest you going someplace where you can have absolute peace and quiet, get in a very comfortable position where you can contemplate for a long period of time, close your eyes, completely relax your body and just let go, completely relax your mind and release any worries, concerns and all thoughts from your mind. Just be. When you feel you have reached that oneness with the universe, pure thought, energy in its purest form I would ask the question you are pondering and seek an answer. With such clarity, I believe you already hold the answers.