Please can someone help me with this?  It is a two-fold problem:
1.  I would like a reading if possible to give me insight on what to do with regards to a personal problem I have and;
2.  I have in the past, been able to do readings for others (cartomancy) and it was so easy and I have been quite spot on too.  The cards were more some kind of a 'prop' because it seems that whatever I say, is more intuitive/comes without me needing cards? I don't know how to explain it but there it is.  Unfortunately, my own problem has now caused some kind of blockage (is it possible) and I would very much like to learn how to really develop this properly.  I have been able to help others in the past but right now, I can't even help myself.

Our personal journey of life contains the body, mind, spirit of it all.  And as we work on self, we become stronger for others to gain their focus on the journey.  Do not feel you need to be perfect and have all the answers to your own life before being of service to others.  It is much easier to see in a balanced way what others are experiencing, while our own difficulties remain dark to us.

Further development in psychic abilities is available from so many sources...on the internet some good, some bad, some ugly and they all require assimilation to understand.  Find a good teacher willing to give you the journey lessons for a time and see if that doesn't eliminate some of the confusions...for a time.  All student outgrow the teacher and a good one knows this and works to see it happen.

Its already like having a mentor just being here.  I have thought of the internet, but for a total novice like myself (I think) I might just get taken for a ride again! Once I gain my confidence (instead of letting people believe that I'm confident) again, I will be ok I think. Thanks.