i hardly ever do this, and when i do i usually don't get much response. but i'm requesting a reading. something happened yesterday that came down to a life and death situation for me. literally. i'm still in shock and keep replaying this is my mind over and over. i'm wondering if the right choice was made here or not? any insight would be helpful. and any info of what the next few weeks will be like due to this situation.

thanks,
blackcat

Kitty Kat!

I have missed you, but I knew that you needed some time to sort out some things.

I was going to respond only I have to be leaving the house in a few minutes for a training class I have to go to tonight and I wanted to spend some time on your reading to give myself some time to ponder a bit.  I will be back within a few hours and I will definately be more than happy to give you a reading.  That is any time for you my dear friend!

Let me know if you would rather I respond via PM, I will put the bulk of it there and post a little out in the public forum.

angel

Kitty Kat,

I posted the bulk of your reading through PM, but I will put part of it here for others to read.  I thought some of the information should be for your eyes only and if you don't mind later...I can always put it here later, let me know what you prefer...

When I first read your request, I had an instant flash but I wanted to give myself a little time to meditate on it a few minutes.  I recieved the same information as I did before.  However, it surprised me that I am still puzzled as to the why of it, but then figured it doesn't matter why it happened, just that it did and it needs to be addressed.

You are not the type to squeal and this was the first time you've thought about doing that.  You have been debating most of the night with whether you should or shouldn't.  Logically you know that if you don't, you would never know peace, but yoiu don't want to because of your own personal reasons for that.  Its never easy when we are faced with this situation, and would be one of the hardest you would have to make.  

Ask yourself this question and it will help you make that choice~~~

If this happened to someone you knew and they came to you asking for your advice, what would you tell them to do??  Whatever that answer is, that is the best answer for you to do no matter how hard it will be to do it.  As you know, either way, it will still be tough.  One is not anymore simpler than the other and both carry lasting impressions.  It really will be down to doing what is right.

We are human, and as human beings we do error.  For through the errors of life, do we really learn the lessons that are given to us to learn.  The important thing is that we learn from then and try to become a better person afterwards.  We all exists because we must learn different things for us to evolve and to grow spiritually.  So we have to tell ourselves that it is okay to make mistakes...can't change the fact anyways so we must learn from it and move forward for life does go on with or without us , so we might as well get on for the WILD and CRAZY ride and have fun doing it.  I know that every time I go through a very lengthy message for you and it might seems as if I am lecturing almost, but I do want you to be happy...and besides....I think your worth it!!!  God keeps telling me..."One sheep at a time, be patient, one sheep at a time" and so I try to help just that, one sheep at a time.  

angel

I think you may be tunning into someone else. because none of this is what is going on. maybe the person below me, or above me that are also requesting readings. so i guess i will except what has happened. and try to move on. you said i shield myself.
but not really, maybe ppl just have a hard time picking up on me. i do like to stay hidden, but when i post i'm pretty open. i thank you for the time ,and attention you have given to me. i know i should stop asking for readings, because no one ever wants to read me, or they can't. it's OK, i'm not here to take away from, but to give freely. i am still confused about all that has happened, and i am very grateful i did not fall to my death. so ^%&*%^&% close thou. i think i read my boss very wrong. he is the hidden one. i am usually very good at reading people, maybe my feelings for him clouded the real view. i was hoping for some in-site from others on him. but i guess it's not for me to know.

peace,
blackcat

WoW, this is a first for me...and very much a puzzlement...

You have been however the only one that I can't seem to read then for that would only mean that whether you are conscious of it or not...you have blocked out people from being able to read you.  Sometimes that does happen, however to my utter amazement...I could have sworn...but what the heck!!!  I am most glad that I was then!!!!  

Now, this has become a challenge for me to be able to penetrate thru that blockage...so far, you have been the only one that have been able to evade me from penetrating thru and read, so it could be that even though you let yourself to be open, it's not enough for us to get through and therefore why the lack of responses...you know that just doesn't sit very well I will be forever try to accomplish that feat sooner or later...I hope its sooner than later cause all this thinking makes me determine to figure this egnima out.  LOL!!

Maybe one of these days when you have time we can chat thru IM so I can practice!  

angel