Wow! that's so kind of you, thank you very much! *hugs*
I will certainly go and research these books. And I have thought about reiki a lot lately. And my past is also rearing it's not so welcome head aswell...these are things that I am working through now...and quite happily too. Such a weight has been lifted from my shoulders already and I really do welcome the change that I'm experiencing.
I must try to remember using the white light technique a lot more often too. It's sounds silly, but you almost forget how important it is...and the ego has a way of making you think it's a bloody stupid emotion. I get this really sarcastic voice in my head saying stuff like: "Oh woo-hoo...I have this light around me that's gonna deflect all damage onto me...I am invincible...yaay. Pfft! Like some light is really going to change things.."
It's terrible, isn't it? I really hate it...so from now on...I will not let it control what I do anymore.
Thanks again for your help. And I'll try to catch you on pm to chat
