I am relatively new here but am loving the board and plan to visit often.

I wonder if I could ask for a reading even though I haven´t been here long yet? Would this be ok?

I feel kind of in limbo with regard to why I am here (I mean in general, not on the board!) and have been flitting from career to career, going thru relationships, going from job to job - nothing seems to hold me anywhere. I feel like once I finally start to feel settled, I have the urge to up and run.

I just can´t seem to settle. I wondered if I have yet to find my life path. I thought it was creative writing then I thought maybe I had psychic abilities. I have psychic experiences but everything is confused. Now I just don´t know. I feel I am wasting my life because I haven´t accomplished anything or really helped anybody or done anything great for anyone else. If anyone can give me any guidance at all, I would be every so grateful. I am a female and my name is Victoria.

 Thank you in advance if this is possible xx

starryskies:

The discordant you are feeling is because you are searching for that one ingredient that will fill in all the gap you fill is now empty.  You are finding what you percieve to be what you think you want or what would make you happy from external sources.  You go after the things you think would fulfill this void and think this is something that would make you happy.  Whether it is material things, emotional or physical things (this is where you go through many relationships).  Yet later on you find out that it still does not give you the true happiness and it confuses you further on what it is that would make you trully content and happy your existence.  This leads to your thoughts of what is your purpose here and what is your destiny's path.  When we have all those questions and much more on top of those in our minds, frustration sets in and an inner passion to try and figure this puzzle out.  

Everyone feels this at one time or another in their lives, don't beat yourself up for feeling so.  You are very hard on yourself and you are your worst critique.  you expect more out of yourself than what anyone else does and you should ease up alittle bit and not beat yourself down for it.  Learn to forgive yourself and tell yourself that it is ok to error and make mistakes.  This is the only way we are to learn and have growth.  

What you are searching for that will fulfill you is not of the external sources.  you will never find what you are looking for to be really happy and what it would take for you to have self-worth.  We all think that things around us on the outside is what would make us feel this happiness and only to find out later it isn't what we are looking for and we keep searching and searching and never find it.  That is because to find that true happiness and fulfillment, it is on the inner self and not of the external would be where we will find exactly what it is that will fill this void.  Whatever that would be is up to each and individual soul on what that is.  It's different for everyone and we must search internally in order to find that and not of the external source.  I know this is not much help in terms of answering your question of clarity, but you will find down the road that it is exactly the answer to your question.  Have patients and it will smooth the road for you, don't go against the flow, flow with it.  When you go against the direction of flow, we make things harder for ourselves and prolong the end results.

Hope this helps you.

mysticangel

That was lovely. You have certainly given me a lot to think about. Thank you so much for taking the time to help, mysticangel

You are very welcome starryskies, sometimes we want others to tell us what and how to do things and tell us something different that what we already know ourselves at a deeper level.  What I try to do is give you the answers you seek in a way that makes you think and figure out what that road you want to take.  Only you can decide that.  Everyone else can give you the tool and show you how to do it, but the ultimate journey is yours to take.  There are really no clear cutt right or wrong way or that it does not have just one way of going about it.  When we see the endless possibilities, then we start to have more excitement about the journey of discovery than we have doubts and frustration.

I wish you best of luck!  Find enjoyment from it and don't think about when you will be there.  Look through the eyes of a baby first discovering the world for the very first time and immitate that excitement.

mysticangel

Hi starryskies:

I have sent a reading to the email you have listed under your profile.

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Michelle
Angel/Guide Intuitive


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