I had asked for a reading a week back when I first joined and it really left me asking more questions.  As Rose stated, in another thread posted earlier.  

Ive been searching for answers on my own for some time but just feel like Im too emotionally connected to think clearly.  I would really appreciate some insight please.

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  10-14-73

   6:10pm

   Female

Thanks in advance  

The overwhelmness you are feeling is because you used to have assistance but you are doing everything yourself now and you feel frazzled, lost sometimes.  The lostness is also coupled with what you have just discovered about yourself.  It's still all so new to you because you haven't had the time to really devote to understanding the full implication of what you have.  It was where it came once in a blue moon to you, enough that you know what you have but not enough to where it had picked your true passion as it is for you now.  The reason you are now trying to learn about it is because lately it has surfaced more frequently for you and placed itself before you without you wanting it to and you can't help but not notice it more now.  you feel frightened at times by the force of it becase of the unsurity you have.  You are a person with patients.  You like the nice flow of life and have become accustomed to the natural flow, but now you feel lost and don't understand how chaotic your life have become.  you are not used to the hussle and bussle of what you are experiencing now and that is where you are feeling frazzled and lost.  This is disturbing to you because you want life to go back to the easy flow.  To fully describe what you are used to is closed to a clear sunny day with just a very slight breeze blowing through every now and then.  You feel more of the stillness of the atmosphere than the slight breeze here and there.  Calmness, peacefulness.  Now your life is anything but that.  don't feel bad about breaking down from the stress of it all at the end of the day crying.  You're wondering to yourself how things turned upside down all of a sudden and you are not used to this pace your experiencing.  You want help, yet don't know where or how.  You are feeling alot of stress in your life right now and you don't knowwho to turn to because you are a very private individual.  Being that is really true about you, the rest I will wait and tell you later.  I don't want to put everything up here because you like to keep your life just that.  Everything so far is general enough it is what some are going through as well yet personal enough for you to know it's okay to feel all of this and more and that you are not alone.  

This will not help clear up matters for you, in fact probably makes things even more confusing and frustrating for you; don't worry about understanding it right now, you will drive yourself insane for trying.  One day it will all click for you without you trying.  make it easier on yourself and just accept what is to be as is without proof or have to analyze to understand.  Law of the Universe doesn't work that way.  

Mysticangel

Hi,

I dont have your name so I dont know if this guy I have here belongs to you please let me know if he does but I have a man in spirit with me he is either you husband/boyfriend or father?   I feel the name Glenn or it could rhyme with glenn is somehow associated with you or its his name but this is the word he is saying oh and he's rubbing your belly are you pregnant? or just had a baby?

Ok also I'm hearing apple or tell you about the apple tree?  Yep ok thats weird if its for you let me know and Hopefully he'll elaborate more I dont go into it too much until I know I have the right person and then I'll let you go public on the forum or via pm as most others do....  

Hehe this guy is pushy he wants to type on here to you himself figures I may take too long ....if this is you he wants to reassure you so desp that its all ok he's ok your all taken care of....oh and he was wrong and you were right!....its some kind of inside joke I feel or some issue that he finds amusing...

"Bells ringing??"

I was sure I posted a response to this---sorry.

Im not quite sure who you were picking up.  Not anyone from me Im pretty sure of.  Im open for you to try again.