First and foremost I was hoping to find some insight to my immediate future.  I have some issues that I have been pretty mentally preoccupied with and just would like to have a sense of relief in knowing which direction is the best one.  And that the irons that are already in the fire are going to pan out so to speak.  
I would like to eventually find the time and commitment in working on my own inner strengths that I feel that I have but just not sure how to go about it all.  Thanks for your time.....

Hello!

Before even trying to read on you, while looking at the first part of your message, I got a very clear picture of a bank. Not just a picture but a sense that I was in that bank, which is to say a very strong sense of that place. Any idea what that's about?

I also immediately got the sense that the part about your inner strengths had to do with developing your psychic abilities, but that you are too cautious or meticulous from an intellectual standpoint to use such a term at this time. I think this is a strength of yours-- the tendency to be circumspect and accurate and precise. I sense that you're the pragmatic type.

To answer that latter question, there are books in the New Age (*cough*) section of any good bookstore that purport to instruct you in training your psychic perceptions. When I went shopping for such books, I tried letting my feelings guide me to the right choices. I considered it a preliminary exercise of whatever psychic perceptions I may or may not have. I wound up with some good books, I think.

If you are interested in taking classes, many schools exist. Lots of them are in California-- go figure. But they also exist in other locations, and classes are also offered online. One way to get started finding them is to Google "Lewis Bostwick." Anyone mentioning him is likely to be involved with teaching psychic methods.

(Don't worry-- you can be a hard-nosed intellectual and still use your psychic abilities. There are plenty of hard-nosed people doing just that in the US military, law enforcement, and intelligence agencies.)

OK, here's the imagery I got when I asked for something specific about your situation. I like to take risks with this, so I'm either hitting or missing, no two ways about it.

First, I saw someone in a car pulled up at a blue US mailbox, and they're trying to shove a rather overlarge box into it. Then I got dry cleaning. It seemed to me that I was following someone, you I hope, through some errands.

Arriving home, I see a nice suburban house with a brick walkway and a colonial style lamp post. Inside is a kitchn with an open floorplan-- it opens out over a counter into the living area. Is this your house? Is it a house you're thinking of buying? If it is neither of those things, and you're not able to place this imagery, then I'm definitely off the mark.

Then I saw you-- presumably-- mixing something in a large, industrial-style stock pot. Are you thinking of having something to do with the catering business?

I am totally ready to be told I'm way off-target here. In any case, I get that you tend to run at a hectic pace, and you set high standards for yourself, and the kinds of options you've selected (I think there are 3 you're choosing from) reflect this precisely. The warning that I get is that you may tend to get too Type-A, too wrapped up in all the details and deadlines to remember to smile and pause to enjoy the things you have worked so hard for-- and to enjoy the work itself, while you are doing it, and not just focus on outcomes. If you can do this, my understanding is that you'll be fine. It's a matter of loosening the tension in the brow, not bearing down so hard.

Does any of this resonate?

Thanks for your response Bogaslaw---

Firstly, the bank impression that you received I havent a clue as to what that means--maybe I need to pick up my lotto check!!!?? hehehe

As for my terminolgy I didnt mean to sound so vague, I guess I just dont know exactly what type of gift that I have--just really a sense that there is one.   Know what I mean?  Intuitive, possibly?

When you spoke of someone pulling up to a mailbox with an oversize package--you may have actually picked up on my sister sending out a package for our family from our mother. Only thing that came to mind.  Drycleaning, well you got me there---dont know what that means unless thats still associated to her.

The house image I have to admit is off the mark.  Tho the brick type walkway and colonial lamp post would be my style----we do not currently live in that type of home nor plan to buy one like that.  

Im also not thinking about opening up a catering business either.   I have been a SAHM for  13 years and still plan to be for the next 3 atleast until my youngest goes off to school.  The stock pot vision your referring to could possibly be that when my youngest does go off to school I hope to work in the cafeteria in the school system.  

When you were speaking of my personality I think you do have a pretty good sense of how am I for the most part. Im very shedule oriented even being that I am only a SAHM.  With 3 kids--its really a must...LOL. I do focus on the details and outcome of things.  Thats what makes me a good planner...hehehehe
 I was alittle confused as to what the statement meant in parenthesis tho.  Could you explain alittle more please?

I do have another question if thats ok....Do you see the plans that our family have--- coming together without driving us all crazy?  Im open to anything else that you may have felt or seen since I first posted.  Thanks, again.

Well, I did "bilocate" into the bank before I actually started reading for you. Maybe that was just something for me that was triggered by some phrase in your message.



Yes, I know what you mean. I didn't mean to sound critical, just encouraging you to not be shy about the psychic ablilities. They either work, or they don't, right?



Ha, maybe I followed your sister around. In any case, did this package or the act of sending it have any bearing on the question you asked?



It could be that I looked into your idea of "future" and saw that. Or maybe I was still following your sister. Does she or your mom have a house like that? Or does one of them work in a place that matches?



That explains it. Since you were talking about possible future directions, catering was all I could think of to explain this industrial stockpot. It was certainly not for home cooking. But yes, it looks exactly like the ones I used to wash when I worked in the college cafeteria.



Well, I got the sense that, given your pragmatic nature, you might feel somewhat embarrassed at entertaining a "flighty" proposition like the existence of psychic abilities. I know I am, sometimes. I just wanted to reassure you that it's not too flighty for the military and the police, who are pretty hard-nosed and results-oriented. It's a thought that reassures me sometimes. Just passing it on.



I'll read on this again, but before I got the strong sense that your challenge here will be to enjoy the moment and not let the full schedule or hectic pace ruin your mood. I got the strong sense that you should not be "too serious" or forget that life is fun.

Let me know what you think, and I'll be reading some more on your question.

Thanks again for your quick reply---

Talked to Mom yesterday and as far as she knows, the package is still with my sister.  I think in our convesation on the phone earlier that day we had spoken about it so that could possibly be where the image is coming from.

Neither my sister nor my mother live or work around an area like that. Moms retired and sister works at a telemarketing agency in a plaza.  I will double check when speaking to my sister about her work surroundings. It may have changed.

Not one bit embarrassed at the idea of physic abilities. The feeling that you may be getting from me (about the hard nosed and results aspect) is that I just want to be able to find someone genuine. Which inturn makes me very skeptical. I know its out there.
 
Also, was just hoping I wasnt imagining it for myself as well.  Its always been something Ive been very interested in along with the paranormal side of life.

My families lives have been pretty topsey turvey for sometime now in one aspect or another.  Just really need some insight as to what lies ahead.  We have a massive plan underway and just needed reassurance we will get through it.