Will I always have bad luck in my life? It just doesn't seem to get any better.

I don't think that you have bad luck. I do think you are in a period of disorientation and wild emotions and even visions/intuitions following a relationship with a rather self-centered and dramatic woman who turned out to be a bit of a phony. I'm given to say that the thing for you to do is to put your head into the Tao Te Ching and keep it there. That avatar of yours really means something. Meditating on the Tao won't change the answer, but it will change your question. Your current feeling of disorientation will soon resolve into a calmer phase of retreat, healing, reflection, and contemplation. This period of withdrawal could easily become bitter and misanthropic for you, but if you meditate on the Tao and that mandala of yours, you'll be able to view your past experience and current circumstances with detatched bemusement.

I haven't read your other posts yet to see if I'm on the right track. This is just the reading I get. Please let me know how it grabs you.

Hi Samson,

Please never think that u have bad luck....Its said that the way a person thinks, does attract them to their life in some way or other.

Whenever possible think about the good .Always believe that only good things will happen to u.U'll surely feel & experience a lot better.

Samson,

I recommend that when you get a chance to watch "The Secret."  It's about the law of attraction, and the law of the universe.  I myself had to watch this and it all makes sense why bad things always come to us without any relief.  You might find this very interesting and somewhat helpful for you in changing the things of what you don't want and getting the things that you do want in your life.  I myself am practicing what they say in this documentary with hopes of changing my prospective on things and how things have been happening lately.

mysticangel

Hi MysticAngel,

Could you please tell me where you could find this documentary "The Secret", I would love to see it.