I am new to this and I would really appreciate it if someone would do a reading for me. My dad died a month ago at the age of 59 and I really miss him and am very lonely without him as christmas was always so special for him and I cannot feel anything.  I am trying really hard for my three children and husband.  So much bad luck has happened since then.
Would you ask dad does he have a message for me and is my luck going to change.  

Thank you for reading this

twinkle, one thing you must realize is this..the body is just a body, a shell if you would, to house the soul, but the soul lives on forever.  Your father would not want you to feel as you do, he appreciates it and loves you for it, but you must go on living for your family.  His body is physically gone, but his spirit is always within your heart to comfort you.  When we are in this lifetime or any lifetime, we are here to learn our lessons in life and then once we learned what we came to learn, we then leave to take on another journey another time.  He was in your life for a reason, whether it's to teach you love and compassion, or whatever his purpose here on earth was for.  Once that purpose of him being here, then it was his time to return to God.  We are all of God's children and when we've done our job here, God calls us back to his side.  Know that he's in a peaceful place and is watching over you to always protect you.  Take the life lessons he taught you and go forth to pass that on to your children so that they will have the same values you once had from him.  Yes, we are always sadden to lose our loved ones and whawt they mean to us, but time will get you to a point where you can reflect on the good times you've had with him and it will put a smile on your face.  When you are at times of trouble and distress, talk to him and he would be there to help guide you through it.  You have not totally lost him in your life, when you do need him, he would be there in spirit to help you.  Take notice in situations where you suddenly have a thought just pop into your head, or when you catch yourself talking to yourself, you are not actually doing that.  You are talking to your guides or you are talking to the spirit of your loved ones.  Sometimes we call it as crazy, but do you ever wonder that sometimes when you do talk to yourself that words just pop into your mind and you don't know where it comes from?  That is your higher self, or guides that are talking to you through your conscious.  Listen to it more closely and you will find that it will bring you comfort and the will to move on.  Look to your family and take pleasure in them because they are precious as well and they are there to bring you the joy back in your life.  One of them happens to look very much like your father, in looks as well as temperament.  When we are so attached to our feelings of loosing someone dear, we forget at times that what has left was just a body.  The sould is what makes the body alive and that lives on in you and around you.  I hope this brings you the peace within yourself you are searching for.


Mysticangel