Very good reading BC. Thanx.

Blackcat,

Thank you for your post!  You are right, you shouldn't care if they cannot hear what you have to say.  It's good to be outspoken and forthright.  I am one who like people to be outspoken because you know where you stand with them.  I usually am very outspoken as well when I want to be.  Everything you've said is very true about me!  All my life I have a lot of compassion for people and even when they hurt me, I still find ways to see the good in them and could never hate them for it.  Seeing someone suffering or need help, it sometimes bring tears to my eyes and I know I set myself up for them to hurt me and I shouldn't do that either.  I'm learning though.  

You may be outspoken and tell them like it is, but you are actually very compassionate yourself.  You will help the weaker get stronger.  I see that you will also give what you have freely, even if it's the shirt off your back if you think it will help the other person and not think twice about doing it or how it will leave you expose to the elements.  You have a very good heart.  You used to be bitter to society, but you've come to learn there are good people out there and someone from your past had turned your perspective around.  You have actually found peace within you by helping others.  Don't be so hard on yourself sometimes.  I see you've been through a lot in your past.  Keep doing what you're doing, because your success is near.  You will soon see the rewards from all the hard work you've put out to be where you are today.  You're wondering when will the struggle is going to end.  You're almost there, I see your success and you will finally have the life you've worked hard to achieve.  

You are outspoken not because of what people sometimes think is coldness, it's because it's a way to protect yourself from getting hurt from others.  A barrier you built around yourself from all the hurt you already recieved in the past.  You are right that at times it's very strong and I will come out and tell people what I see.  Like now, and you are definately right that those that charge for readings or healing are fakes.  I've always tell people when they just ask all of the sudden expecting for me to do a reading when they ask, for me I think it doesn't work that way.  Sometimes we feel connected with an individual and it will naturally come to the front, and then there are those that we don't have a connection and no matter what we do, we will not see anything for that person.

Mysticangel

Very well said Mysticangel.