Hello:)

Would anyone out there do a reading for me? I know its a tough one because it directly relates to children...
3 years ago we were lucky enough to get pregnant from our first ivf cycle (my husband has a problem so we can only conceive this way). Since then we've had 3 more full ivf cycles - all negative. I am so sad because I truly want one more child.
I AM so grateful for our little girl and I adore her, but I don't think I am selfish for wanting one more. We are out of money for another full cycle, but we have 6 frozen embryo's left, we are only allowed to put back 2 at a time.
Is there any hope? Any at all? I find myself so very sad and yes, more than a little desperate.

Relaxing is very difficult (most people say 'relax') but surely that shouldn't be an issue, I mean crack whores get pregnant all the time! - excuse that outbust please, it's just that recently I have come across more than a few addicts who are reproducing with no problems at all despite their unhealthy lifestyle and addictions.

I feel like the whole world is passing by and moving forward, except me, I just cannot shake the feeling that there is one more child there for me/us, but maybe it's wishful thinking...

can anyone shed some light?
My name is Shauna and I am 35 years old.

Thank you so much. I appreciate any answer.

hello Shauna,

i wouldn't say your selfish for wanting a child, but what about the one you have. if it's hard for the two of you to conceive,
then i would say your daughter is a blessing from God. where is she in all of this? who's with her while u guys are trying to have another child? what is see losing out on while you are spending all your money? and when your sad and depressed how is this good for her? you want something that you already have. i understand you feel that you are suppose to have another. if that's
true do you really think it would be this hard. the fates are telling you "no" at the moment. i won't tell you to relax, but i will tell you to pay attention to the time your wasting with your daughter. i think your making her feel like she's not enough. now that's something to be sad about.
you can't look at this thing from a perspective of "crack whores have kids so why can't i" that statement is very, very, wrong.
you should be sad for those children who will suffer, because you know they will. and u should be happy that your not that bad off, and can give your child a better life. these children will feel rejected and unwanted. just like what your making your daughter feel. you might not think so, but i can feel it has already started.
i think all I'm telling you is pointless. i don't see you stopping your current quest. so i will tell you this. it is not suppose to happen the way you are going about it. and i see that it is very unlikely that it will. i do see a baby boy sometime from now, that will bring much happiness. but he will come to you in a different way then what your doing. your daughter's image is scratchy, which tells me you better pay more attention to her now. why u still have some control over her. in her early adulthood you are going to lose her if your not careful. and i don't mean death or any thing like that. but a teenager that feels unloved and second best can get into much trouble. don't shut down and blow off what I'm telling u. this is what i see in the future for you. i have no opinion on the road you choose to take. this all comes from your request for a reading.

peace,
black cat

Hello ,


  I got your message to the umbanda (spiritists/christian+african religion= Umbanda) and I waited 2 hours to talk with one of the masters here and I have great news for you


The Orixá that answers for you is Ogum
"Be patient and relax and one of the 2 of them will be your next child" (Im not telling the sex but the master told me   )

I felt bad about your post cause I have 4 sisters and im the only son and all from the same mother that I decided to do that for you I hope you find it useful!
All you need now is to relax, don't get angry with your husband too!
And I told you such things cause I see that your soul is ready for such.

Bye


edited: Shauna was the name of my cat what a strange coincidence!

MazsBR Thanks so much for doing that for me Much appreciated. I know nothing about Umbanda but I am very interested and will look it up. You are very young - congratulations on your special gift!

Blackcat Thank you for trying - I appreciate it. [/b]

My gift was to waste some money and time on the umbanda center =p
hehe

I can use my powers but I dont trust them cause I always mix with other lifes! I still need to study more till now I will have to waste time and money wish I have alot !