I'M DEANNA I AM ASKING FOR A READING OR INSITE TO HELP ME WITH MY PROBLEM .I NEED HELP.

MY EMAIL IS DEANNATIPTON2000@YAHOO.COM

i only sense that you are trying to find out why certain things seem to be happening in your life, i feel any possible solution that comes up, is meet with skepticism. it's like your looking for the answer but your not ready to take the action to make the necessary changes. this is all i get from your post at this time. i usually need more info to tune into your vibrations or what ever you want to call it. I'm pretty direct and always type what i feel, good , bad, or indifferent.

feel free to tell me more, or see if someone else has a better feel on this.

take care of yourself, hope this helps.
blackcat

Hi.
   I hope this helps but I see two choices to this problem if I am picking it up.  You have had more than your share of emotions lately.  I feel as if someone left you without closure.  You seem to be stuck in the same situation over and over again.  You feel as if life is just passing you by in some areas and feel as if you are jinxed in some way.
  You need to take charge and know that you are you whatever happens. And that is fine.  You have someone riding your coat tails and they just keep hanging on.  If that is what you want, then it is fine but if not then you need for them to let go, so you can get on with your life.
   You will meet a special friend in the New Year possibly February.  That seems when everything will be better.  I also see you moving next year.
You seem to be living a past life and need to push it through to the next level and readjust to living this life.   If you can ,you need to get a book called the power of now.  It is very illuminating.
  I really hoped this helped in some way.  Lots of rainbows and sunshine and I hope your life dreams will come true.  Pam

Hi.
   I hope this helps but I see two choices to this problem if I am picking it up.  You have had more than your share of emotions lately.  I feel as if someone left you without closure.  You seem to be stuck in the same situation over and over again.  You feel as if life is just passing you by in some areas and feel as if you are jinxed in some way.
  You need to take charge and know that you are you whatever happens. And that is fine.  You have someone riding your coat tails and they just keep hanging on.  If that is what you want, then it is fine but if not then you need for them to let go, so you can get on with your life.
   You will meet a special friend in the New Year possibly February.  That seems when everything will be better.  I also see you moving next year.
You seem to be living a past life and need to push it through to the next level and readjust to living this life.   If you can ,you need to get a book called the power of now.  It is very illuminating, because I think you are more worried about the future and the past than in living for the moment. It is as if you are there but not paying attention to what you are learning at that moment.
  I really hope this helped in some way.  Lots of rainbows and sunshine and I hope your life dreams will come true.  Pam

My answer is simple,

No you don't need help! Things from the phsical/emotional world can be corrected with phisical/emotional actions, so im sure if you get stronger enough and belive in yourself and in god (thats exactly what you need) you will surely save yourself of that problem the lights are nothing to be scared and the heart is something that doesnt break from anyway and it doesnt get hurt its only psicological.


For now you could give alot more information don't you think?