I am a newbie and if u dont mind sharing a reading with me or anyone can give me some input.. i love advice. Its dealing with love..more in a broad sense but i feel as if i lost all hope in love and the ppl around me and also myself in a way. my emotions have gone crazy.. neways i go by the name of neena, dob is 05.14.1982, i dont know if u need my hometown(laurel) or where i'm living now (which is new orleans) so sorry about that... thanx for takin time out ..laters

Neena

The time in your life right now is very stressful and a lot of things are happening to you. You need to slow down and take a breather. Within 1 month a burden will be removed and you will start to see that things are not as bad as you think they are. Be honest with people and stop beating around the bush. Some things need to be out in the open to make things right. I see an older woman that will help you out  untill you can get on your feet again. I see a dark haired male that you will meet through a friend of yours and you will hit it off right away. Be prepared to get to know this person better before jumping into a relationship at this time. Become friends first then feelings will grow.

I hope this helps out.
misty-midnightrain

Sorry to hear about you being down. It appears things will be improving for you. Right now time's are changing a bit. a Feeling of perhaps being pulled in 2 directions at once. It's hard to keep everything in perspetive.It seems like you've received some news recently that was distressing...I have to say I'm not seeing much in the realm of love right now. It seems like their are more pressing concerns...perhaps involving health. That's all I'll go into. It just seems like you've been through a lot...your strength has been tested. Through it all there seems to be an inner reserve of strength. Things are definitely looking up. It appers you've come through the other side or soon will (figuratively speaking) I'd caution you against over doing anything. Listen to yourself and respect your boundaries. Be sure to get plenty of rest and proper nutrition.

You're quite a tough young lady, although you might not always give yourself credit. Just try and remain open to life and not close yourself off completely. There are opportunities around you being offered that you either do not notice or are not interested in. Life seems a little stale and may have lost it's luster. Guard against negative thinking/depression.

There's a lot going on in your life right now. The pace of which seems dizzying to an outsider. It's like you're not involved though..very strange..it's like your observing your life from an outside perspective..not really living it. sorta detached.

Nonetheless, it appears i the near future you'll be in a position of authority. More so authority over yourself and your life..not others. I can sense you being strong enough to go it alone..to intiate a project you've long considered..perhaps involving moving. The approaching influence just feels very empowering...and ill mark a drastic change from the way things have been. Now's not the time to rest on your laurels..keep up whatever you've started and you'll see a payoff soon.  Take your most cherished dream/wish and make it come true. The Universe supports you in this.

On another cautionary note, maintain your boundaries well and don't allow others to take advantage of your genorosity. Just try and get back in the game of life...eyes and ears open..there are signs to point you in the right direction.

Sorry I didn't pick up much about love life. Hope this helps.

best wishes,

Khepher

All change and/or enlightenment of self begins with ....SELF!  You appear to be seeking validation outside yourself and this is giving away your own innate power of change and awareness.

Begin with tools of your own consciousness (visualization, meditation, affirmation) and empower, strengthen and balance your own body, mind, spirit...then you are in a place to welcome others to join in your environment.  Start each day with a simple affirmation, putting your whole life in a positive mode with thoughts of positive energies.  Repeat it during the stresses of your day and make it your last thought before sleep at night.  In this way, you will be leaving all your stresses, dramas, traumas in God's hands for solutions to appear.  Try it, it works.

The power of positive thought has been with us forever...we just need to make an effort to tap into its power.  Be a part of the positive progress and you will eliminate negativity from your thinking.  (See the glass half empty, or hald full?)

i feel that you have lost hope because you are just tired. spiritually, emotionally and maybe a bit physically. the thought of giving life your all just makes you more tired. you have lost that little something inside you. i don't feel much vitality from your being. not just in the love area, but in all areas.

this is something that you must go through right now, it is part of a bigger lesson that must be learned.

to look for a rhyme or reason why, is pointless. it will pass thou and you will look at your life in a completely new way. it's hard for grown-ups to change there belief system. but your on that road now, which is a good thing.
i see light shinning on area of yourself, that in the past have been dark and hard for u to deal with. it's all going to turn around,. these things will suddenly be easy for you to look at. you may wonder why you had fear of them at all. you are in a state of growth at the moment. these periods happen only a handful of times in ppls life's.  so although u are feeling discontent and rather hopeless, just know it's not a bad thing at all. i know it probably doesn't feel that way right now but in time it will make more sense.

your ok.
blackcat