hello cele4,
sorry it took me so long to get back to you, i'm always pressed for time.
i see a lot of changes around you. life is very hectic for you at the moment. your trying to take on to much, and your mind
is not helping. you are worried about everything. this has a major effect on how you handle situations. you must remember that
whatever happens is the way it's destine to be. worrying and stressing yourself out will not help.
as for your move, i wouldn't say you will suffer financially, but things will be very tight. and the holidays will make it a bit harder. all your needs will be met (rent, bills, food, etc.) but all your wants will have to wait.
as far as your love life i see many problems and anger surrounding you? you don't want to let go. you want things to be OK. i feel that you must be completely committed to working things out. and that someone here is not. someone is not able let things go. this may not be for lack of trying. i feel there is much pain here. moving is not going to change things in your relationship, in fact i see it putting more of a strain on it.
sorry.
blackcat
