Thanks blackcat, I appreciate it
Walmart wouldnt be so bad if the pay wasnt so bad. Its hard to get by on $8.05 an hour, even if you dont have much bills to pay.



That sort of reminds me of how I was in school. Its like I ask, then while the answer is being given, I'm thinking about another question to ask, without listen to the answer of the previous question.

Can you explain this one alittle more indepth please?

I want to try to meditate, but I just cant get myself to focus. I have too many things going through my mind to block it all out.
I try to, but lately I cant remember my dreams well enough to interpret them correctly. The only way I could remember them is if something significant happens, and I wake up immediately after the dream.
I hope this new place me and my dad are getting turns out better than the last place we had. It failed. One whole year and we couldnt turn a profit. We tried giving our customers a nice place to eat at but they just literally spit in our faces. Maybe its because we are foreigners or maybe wisconites hate illinoisans that much. And, here we are, going back to wisconsin, for round 2. God I hope they accept us this time around.

Mind going a mile a minute does not help to focus, direct, manifest our own good.  Try not entertaining the thoughts..."I hope..." instead see it as "we have achieved....."  See it manifested and keep the picture whole.

blackcat wrote:


Frank wrote:


I don't want you to think what i say comes from a bad place, i just try to tell ppl my envision of who they are.

you are always searching and racing around, you are asking for info on this , that and the other.  i  feel you wear ppl out, and don't stop to consider what you are doing to those around you. you don't ever take time to allow them to ask a few questions. you have to be more considerate of other. Don't get me wrong, i do not think you are a bad man at all. i don't think you recognize it this yet.
your just way to focused on figuring it all out. the secret is yes, we all are soul searching, it's how we grow and learn, but no one will ever have all the answers to all the questions ( at least not on this world). the true answer is just take it as it comes and let it go. take time with the ones you love that really is what matters most. you can have tons of money, be powerful, and think you have all the answers. but in the middle of night when you are alone with yourself does any of that matter. i would much rather have love, and know that I'm loved back. I feel your not enjoying your life too much lately. that it feels like hard work. relax (i should take my own advice) and have a cookie or two. everything is the way it is suppose to be at this moment in time. i know i sound all girly and stupid with rainbow drops oozing from every pore.   yuk!! and believe me brother i hate that. sooooo not me..it's much more like this  but i believe your searching for the things that aren't really going to fulfill you.

with respect,
blackcat

Well I think I found one more person like me on the net.

Thanks for all your help BLACKCAT.
You are right, I'm not to thrilled about my life right now. I mean I should be. Its not like I'm homeless, or a victim of anything. I just feel that things should be better than the way they are, and I do know its my fault for not planning my life out better. I just hope things will fall together like pieces of a puzzle and my self esteem goes up to where it should be.

Vishwas-its good to know I'm not alone.