I strongly suspected that this was the case.
Please therefore take advantage of the genuine offer of getting some help and support from the other members in the I Need a Hug forum with this in the meantime.
Confusion and disappointment is part and parcel of all close human relationships, and while people on that forum cannot read for you, they may have their own life and relationship experiences to share with you if you are open to it, which could make a big positive difference in helping you to feel better about yourself.
Never feel that you must go it alone. Readings are not the only way in which we can help, comfort and support each other through life's many trials.
Be kind to yourself,
EoT
