has anyone here experienced this? ...I wonder if I am . I have gone through Kundalini Like symptoms, and asked 2 doctors about some of the experiences I'm having, such as the weird heart palpitations both think I'm crazy, say I'm completely fine ( in regard to heart), thinks it may be caffine ?! errr NO... obviously thats not what I think. dreams of giant cobra smashing into kitchen window

, hearing light chimes, gentle voice calling my name, being in love with everything, then questioning everything

, kind of what I'm experienceing right now. Its defintatly not that time of the month so my heart and mind is asking why must I feel this way, when last october I was feeling heavenly on earth?

. Im really summarizing the experience so far here, so don't just take only what I listed in this post.
I felt it would be a good I idea to talk about it somewhere such as here! I try to with some ppl I know but they aren't as open to these ideas, I want to feel some normalcy when speaking about the subject so why not ?!
In all seriousness I'm trying to carefully understand what I may be experiencing. Im religious to a certain extent so this is out of my realm, I'm catholic ( weird right?) . So I was worried when I found out what it was and what my religion thinks of it. SHould I go about what I'm feeling thorugh a more accepted religion or should I handle it ina spirutl sense?
IM trying to have an awesome summer and this state I'm in is kind of spoiling it, Im trying my best to hold it together while I battle it out iwth my ego

Most times its my ego that puts up a fight
