I am not sure if I am posting it to the right forum. It's definitely wierd but NOT wonderful. In fact, I don't like it at all. For the past few weeks I find it increasingly difficult to be ( I mean physically) at my office at work. I get up in the morning, get ready and arrive to work all bright eyed and bushy tailed. Within an hour I am completely drained of energy, I feel... I don't know...listless and I look sick. My co-workers keep asking what's wrong with me. By lunch time I HAVE to get out of there. Takes me 15 minutes to drive home, 15 minutes to eat or sometimes just sit and relax, 15 minutes to drive back and then I am good for another three hours. But comes 5 o'clock and something propells me toward the door. All I want is to crawl under the blanket and cry myself to sleep. I lie down for an hour or so and then usually have a decent evening. I am fine right now. I hate to sound like a drama queen! But this is NOT a burnout, I have had my share of those and I KNOW what it feels like. It's just this really wierd overwhelming weakness. It goes away very shortly after I leave the office no matter where I go.  I LOVE my job. I used to be perfectly happy just eating a sandwich at my desk at lunch and keep working. Some days I stayed at the office as late as 9 p.m. and it didn't bother me. Some days I would come back to the office after dinner just because I had an idea about something. I work with great people. In fact, I promised my best friend to help her with some project which I was planning to do after hours but I keep putting it off and I think she is getting upset with me by now.... Usually I am pretty good with deciphering strange things and figuring out what to do. But this one seems to be something more than I can handle. Any thoughts?

Oh gosh that sounds bad. I'm sorry to hear that sonny. There could be several causes - organic alone, never mind otherworldly. I'm afraid I've more questions than answers in response.

At what point did this start? If you can pin an approximate time, did your working or personal environment change in some way for the worse? Did a new person join the team, were desks moved around, did something happen in your personal life that might have drained a lot of your energy?

Physically - how warm or cold is your office? Are you sitting near a lot of electromagnetic appliances? Do you have fluorescent lighting? Is the ventilation adequate? Are your co-workers having a similar problem? If you do the same work from home, do you feel fine, or do you get a similar feeling of inertia? If the building or environment are unhealthy it could be affecting your physical health. Whatever fix you can get will then be only temporary unless this can be addressed.

It does sound like a physical problem in your office to which you may be sensitive - but maybe you need to narrow it down to determine all the causes. I hope you can find someone to help you with this. When there are a lot of EMF fields around the place I know, though I'm not an expert, that it can interfere with human energy. I'd be wary of spending too much on therapies without being sure of the cause.

It is also possible that what you tell yourself, i.e. "I love my job" is no longer true. The subconscious mind is a powerful tool and will persist in making itself heard.

I hope that you find resolution to this distressing problem.

All the best

Hello sonny,

I'm sorry you are feeling so down. I have already tried to reply to you once. I wrote the reply and it took me awhile (i hunt & peck). when I tried to post it, I lost it. Not the first time that's happened. I almost didn't reply again, because it takes me so long to type.

But now I feel compelled to let you know what energy I was sensing while reading your post.  Let me first say that all my life I could sense very strong emotion from people and places. Usually if someone is very angry or depressed i will start to absorb there feelings and become the same way. It sucks to be all pissed off and not know why.
I tell you this because usually when this happens ive been know to run into wall trying to find the door to get the hell out of there. It makes me very uncomfortable. I just started embracing it and trying to help, so basically I'm no physic or fortune teller. Please take it for what it's worth. and I really hope i send this right and don't have to spend three hours retyping (kidding).

Okay with that said, I don't think it's because your ill, there is a spiritual vampire around you draining you dry. Whether this person is aware of what their doing I'm can't be sure of. Try to make yourself aware of when you're happy and energetic, and try to notice when these feeling start to fade and you get tired.
It sounds easy, but when your busy it's normal for your mind to focus on the task at hand. When you can do this (and I know you can it just takes a little practice) look around you and see who is near or who you just had any interaction with. If it happens a few times and the same person is there, that's probably the little sucker. (literally).

Don't get mad or upset,  people are aware of what there doing, but some are not. There are things you can do to make this stop and protect yourself, without causing harm to this person. If a action you do causes harm to someone else intentionally, or unintentionally you will still be responsible for that karma. It will come back to you much stronger. I'm not trying to freak you out or make you think you can say some words and poof their a frog. It's not like that. it's positive affirmation and using certain stones. It's just changing the energy that's around you to what you would like it to be.

You seen like a very outgoing, vibrant and energetic person, your probably like a little shiny beacon of light to this person. So try to remember, if this is this the case. Their life is probably pretty sad, so show compassion while removing their fangs. I'm pretty sure that's the path your on anyway.


 
I hope this helps you more than confuses you, and always trust your intuition it won't lie. Okay here goes nothing i hope this posts

with respect,
blackcat  

Is there a leak of gas and/or any other substance in the material world.  Before we consider psychic in any way it is important to eliminate all other causes.  Try to have the carbon monoxide checked.  There could be a leak coming from a furnace, going undetected.

Hi sonny,
Try sprinkling salt in the corners of your office, and all over, or sage it when no one is around, crack open a window and make sure you get every corner and things you touch, and sage your self from bottom to head and hair.. and lead it to the window and close it. If you have a window~?? salt works.. A bowl of vinegar sitting in the room.. Smelly but works~!!