I had many experiences during my life.  I had the gift of recall but not when it came to school.  I always remembered things from things that happened in my life or the people around me.  I mentioned to my mother when I was 18 that I had a reoccurring dream of me climbing out of my crib on evening. I was at my grandmothers house and my mom and dad went out for a few hours. I heard their voices coming in and climbed out of my crib. the room was blue and the door was white.  it was an old building and smelled of the old wood smell. My grandmother let my mom and dad in and as they opened the door to the bedroom my big toe on my left foot got caught under the door and tore off my toenail.  It was bleeding bad.  I cried but it didn't seem like I cried like a baby would cry.  I remember thinking in full sentences but no one could understand me.  that confused me.  My mother picked me up and took me to the bathroom and bandaged it.  When I told her this dream I had...she said, "How could you remember that, you were only 9 months old".

I also remember every time I was angry or sad i would wish something to happen.  This is a normal human feeling for a child.  But depending on how mad I was as to the severity of the event that would occur, it would actually happen.  This scared me a lot.  I stopped wishing anything bad or not so bad to happen.  I could always make things happen with my mind.  except to get things to move.

I have always had the ability to help people including myself to heal.  I didn't understand any of this until I began reading about this subject.  It doesn't always work as I cannot call it up just when ever.  However, when it does appear it is very powerful.

Shelley

Being angry does seem to be the time that one's abilities are the most "alive" and having one's abilities the most "alive" when one is angry is probably not a good thing

love,

sunmystic