Hi forum, Im new I wanted to talk about psychic stuff and ask for a reading

ok heres tha deal, my familys culture believes in psychics and in spells, that they exist and that it can affect a person. I have always been inbetween in believing it. I surely believe in god , sprittuality etc. and raised sorta in religion.
 

Because of family drama that happened before I was born (love child here), my mom suspected there was some kind of brujeria that was cast on her while she was preggers, :P and that it affected her and me somehow. So when things started going sour in my life..I started to wonder, and agreed to her suggestion to visit a santeria . She was great, but left me wondering... she told me I was alittle psychic. and to some degree ..it turned out to sumwhat true.


well im still worried about the supposed spell and wonder if its affecting me or anyone else around me, my sister?

help apprecieated thanks , i ll give more info on my dream prophecy in the near futuer  

Welcome Jenira,  

Normally all readings must be requested in the Psychic Reading forum, which is a sub-forum of the one in which we are now.



This main Psychic forum is designed for discussing the general "physic stuff", while the Dream Interpretation forum would probably be the best place to describe your prophetic dream experiences in the future.



Now not knowing what a Brujeria or a Santeria actually were, I did my own personal research into the meaning of both, and the results are seen above for the benefit of other members who like myself at least at first had no concept about what you were taking about.

But in my opinion as a reader I feel there would be little if any useful purpose in you seeking a formal reading concerning what magic spells may or may not have been cast upon your mother when she was carrying you out of wedlock (you mentioned that you were a love child). Third party readings in which we are asked questions directly about a person other than the one whom requested it are not allowed to be given on this site.

However my feelings on the matter for what you may think they are worth are that if indeed a magic curse or spell was placed upon your mother by a malicious practitioner of the Brujeria, it is much more to do with her feelings of guilt and shame for conceiving you with another man other than her own partner at the time which is playing a major role in this family guilt or shame that she now appears to have possibly quite unintentionally passed on to her beloved daughter.

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well im still worried about the supposed spell and wonder if its affecting me or anyone else around me, my sister?

So on the basis of what my inner guidance is telling me at present, neither yourself, anyone else around you or especially your sister has anything whatsoever to fear as a result of a supposed curse which you mother believes was placed on her as a punishment for her judged sin of being unfaithful while she was pregnant with you.

But you have every good reason to fear the possible results for you and your loved ones if you truly believe deep down that this curse really happened (and I am not saying definitely that it did or did not).

When we hold on to a belief strongly and for long enough, it gets buried deeper and deeper in our subconscious minds, where it can act like a lethal mental form of poison. Our subconscious mind is supposed to do what is in our best interests at all times, and if it is somehow made to believe that holding on indefinitely to such a negative superstitious belief as this one which you have inherited by word of mouth from your mother, then it is not selective and carries out your commands as best it can in what seems like more than your fair share of bad luck or ill health. In a way you have been brainwashed into accepting something which does not belong to you, when I am sure your mother was wanting to protect you by mentioning it.

You have become the victim of a victim of her own beliefs that by taking this spell on as her and her family's lot in life, she can in some way make up to the Universe for doing something which was against the moral values which she was brought up with. It is only those beliefs (perhaps those of your maternal grandparents) which judge her as having done something wrong, but now you feel the guilt as well for being the end result of her night of passion.

It will never be easy for you, as such beliefs grow stronger with each passing day and are often extremely difficult to dislodge from their well buried hiding place deep down in your subconscious, but unless you are both able and willing to make the effort, it is my feeling that it will be the belief in your family curse rather than any curse itself, which will continue to "haunt" you. You may at this advanced stage require the assistance of a properly trained professional to help you work with this self destructive belief, but if you ever have any children of your own please do whatever you feel able to drive out this belief forever, for the sake of all future generations of your family.

I agree with what the Santeria told you, but only in the respect that we all possess the entire range of spiritual or psychic abilities, and the only differences between you and a person who calls themselves a psychic is that they are more aware of their natural abilities than the average person is, and have consciously decided to develop them further in order to help others to discover their own unique path through life. But this is the "psychic stuff" to be discussed on this forum at a later time.

If at any point you would still like a psychic reading, go to the Psychic Reading forum using the link I have provided for your convenience, and click on the forum sticky which says ***Please Read BEFORE Requesting Your Psychic Reading...*** BEFORE POSTING YOUR REQUEST.

All members may only request one reading on this or any of the other reading forums every 30 days or so, so make your monthly question count by reading the rules and guidelines carefully, and planning what you want to ask with great care.

I would not wish to be seen as ridiculing your beliefs, but I care about what they are doing to you as both a valued member of these forums, and as I hope that you will feel our friend as well. Possibly too much for my own good.

Many blessings to you and your family, from me and mine,

eye_of_tiger (male)

Hi eye_of_tiger! I appreciate the quick reply to my post. thanks. everything you've said about the guilt and shame experienced with her out of wedlock relationship Ive thought about as well in the past, and realized noticed she did feel shameful of it, unfortunatley, I don't think she had to but she did (uncessary stress imo). and that shame must have transfered over to me at some point, without my knowing( I was a very shy/sometimes depressed "odd" girl) ...
it wasn't until she was married and had her second child that she felt "happier". but even then she was still full of angst becasue of everything revolving around that point in her past. (it affected other family as well). I guess the right question may have to relate to just myself.


I have gone to online psychic chats before, but after a while thought it to be pointless, unless I made a change in my life and have faith.. and so far things have been changing slowly, Im a very happy and positive person, but not focused as I should be at this age, which worries me.(somethign thats malleable as well).. Im not so much into curses, really but I thought there was a possiblity, so why not ask?! lol so in that sense I don't think that ur ridiculing my belief.

being psychic i know is a honed skill, and therefore I don't seek to be psychic and don't necessary call myself psychic ,ive had some dreams that were premonitions, but thats about it and as far as I want to take it, im happy not being that aware .


absolutely I will not allow that thinking (that im cursed) to transfer, that will truely be a curse then.

I think I will go ahead anway to ask some psychic help in the other section of the forum that you linked, I will read the rules. (unrelated to curses) Thanks for the welcome and insight!  

Hello Jenira,  

I too would like to welcome you to MB and hope you stay around for a while and join in the forums.  Along with EOT's perfect comments, and I concurr with him totally, I would like to add a little comment.  I know you say you don't believe in the curses, but sometimes you wonder, we all do that and that is normal.  I would like to offer this simple prayer for you to recite, it would be beneficial if you say it 10 days consecutively, just to release that little bit of doubt and give you that little bit of knowledge that your are counteracting those doubts.

"If what I am experiencing is not mine, may God have His shield around me and I release whatever it may be to Him.  This I ask for the highest good of others and myself."

Just a little extra reinforcement.

MangoMom

Jenira,  

You are very welcome for whatever help we can offer you, and I thank MangoMom in turn for her own valuable contribution towards helping you, in her usual wise and caring manner.

A simple but often highly effective prayer request for protection is a vital but often overlooked at your own peril prerequisite to any form of psychic activity, both when done in private as well as within a group.

When I sitting in as well as leading my own psychic development groups or circles many moons ago, we always used the following invocation before starting any of the work being planned for that evening.



Author: Alice Bailey

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice_Bailey

Cheers,

EoT   (your genuine words of appreciation are like beautiful music to my ears)

PS: I am just as of this moment looking at your reading request in the Psychic Reading forum.