Instead of looking for a tool (like the crystals) that may be empowered with all the answers, perhaps it is time to look more carefully at what is positive and what is negative within yourself.  Anyone that claims they are always positive in outlook and yet has a dark cloud must be producing it from something?

Don't know why but thought about this yest, kinda just popped into my head and one set of cards showed themselves to me.
So here goes:

Expansiveness
Awareness is as Nature - whole, spacious, free. Is there some way in which you've 'collapsed' your consciousness and contracted your Being? If we collapse our Being into a though or a story of 'me' and 'my life', or get caught in the endless mind-trap of trying to understand, we become the very thing we focus on. This card is inviting you to stop.
Stop the story. Stop asking why. Stop trying to figure it out. Stop blaming. Stop wheel-spinnning. Just Stop!
Choose spaciousness. Soften the contraction; let your awareness expand spaciously in front of you, vastly behind, becoming free and open to all sides.
Rest as a vast, spacious, expansive presence...your true essence. Ask, 'Who am I?' 'Whose story is this?' 'What is this drama appearing in?' And let yourself fall into the wordless expanse of your own Being.

Acceptance
"Clearly, what is meant to be, is.
The Peace is always in that." - Gangaji
Are you finding it difficult to accept things the way they are? Are you fighting your current circumstances, wishing for something different? What if everything taking place in this moment is exactly as it should be? What if you were just to relax?

When you accept that everything is as it is, the next natural course of action flows freely. When you continue to fight, resist, rail against what is here, you keep those circumstances in motion. When you truly relax and let what is just be, the next appropriate action is effortlessly revealed.

Acceptance leads to wholesome right action.

Take or leave it

Yup!  Crazy as a hoot-owl (but the owl part is a lot of fun...)!

It's funny that you mentioned the lucky/blessed thing.  A couple of weeks ago I asked the spirit who is with me all the time, and who teaches me, guides me, and keeps me safe (I hesitate to use the term "spirit guide", because I try not to put labels on things that the living can't or aren't meant to necessarily understand completely), "Why are we so lucky?" (to have found each other again and be able to have this kind of relationship).

"Not lucky," he answered.  "Blessed."  I wrote it in my journal, of course!  Just another one of those lovely synchronicities to see that you said the same thing, in those words!

Doe