Oh Sweetie, I hope that I'm not over stepping my bounds here but I think I know you well enough by now to tell you how I feel. You need to listen to spiritalk and tourbi. I know this is a difficult time for you but they are right. You need to work on YOURSELF right now. I also know that it is hard to have patience (we talked about this also) but now is the perfect time to do just that. You are the one who pointed that out to me with my issues. You KNOW that anything worth having is worth waiting for. Don't try to rush anything. This may be a test for you to learn something that your soul is set on learning right now. Take a deep breath and slow down. I know you don't want to hear any of this right now but you know spiritalk and toubi are right. Focus on YOU right now. Things will fall into place when they should. Forcing it won't do anything but make you feel worse because it's not going to happen until it is "meant" to. Sterling told you that too.

Trust the higher power and focus on what you are supposed to be learning for yourself right now. It will work out. You KNOW that.

You know where to find me if you need me.
Kimberly