As some of you may know, I am reader on Kasamba, as a independent contractor....now I love my work.....and I love my clients....

But the thing is.....lately when I do readings....I find myself being so drained after say like four readings....has anyone experienced this, because it is starting to worry me a little bit.....any insight would be appreiciated.....as I am at my wits in with this feeling.....its almost like I want to give up reading because of how I feel at the end of a work day.

I expend so much energy trying to meditate and focus on readings, spellwork, and generally improving my clients overall aniexty levels...sometimes, I actually feel like I am actually taking on their pain in order to make them feel better.  Let me know what you all think.  Thanks in advance.

yes it happens and you are true in yuor feelings.I have been involved in healing works for some time now . The diseases are actually negative waves which goes in the body with the breath and becomes the part of blood.Whwn any healer try to clear them they create resistance.since as you know if you try to push someone out of home they will react.If the healer is not strong enough to hold their reaction ,chances are there that he himself will get sick. More over when you give the readings or meditate and concentrate and as well do the spell work there are forces behind it which gives you readings and help you in your spell work.When they do the service for you ,they want their share ,and when you do not give them they would receive it from you. Since you are a spiritual healer.you are facing it ,even in the case of physical healers ,doctors etc,most often they die of the same disease for which they are specialists in curing them,For example Dr,Christian Bernard the famous Cardiologist ,and who is the pioneer in heart transplantation died of heart disease. You should be careful and must not treat any patient of the same disease which you are your self are carrying ,otherwise it can be fatal for you.
Though I am not a professional healer and has been doing the healing spiritually and has sometimes encounters with them.They even sometimes show themselves and talk.It has happened during a treatment to a girl a mans voice started coming from the girls mouth,who admitted that he was sent by whom towards her.
I usually suggest  a charity or in our language we call it Sadiqa i.e in lieu of it  after each treatment,It has also been observed that the patient we treat if does not give it as suggested he gets back into the trouble again
It is also essential that you learn healing from a bonafide teacher who can give you protection during the healing or other wise you will get in trouble ,that is since olden times the students would become Cheaela of some Guru.
If you are doing it professionaly,do some Charity also.How ever if you want to ask questions you can always malke a P.m.
Azhar

Yes Azhar You are correct about that the spirits that you invole wether consciously or not [in the case of spells] can drain your energy. We all seem to forget our true sources of like hence power. Earth and God.

Now with working on people and uising the earth you much be connectd via the earth chakras in the arches in the feet.

Using god as a source of energy and his people angels and what not is a good alterative, but this shows an under lying conflit that must be resolved that of which is the healer him or her selves.

To be an efficent healer would it not make sense that you would have to be sufficently developed in you own energy system.

I believe that a person wishing to undertake healing should heal them selves and feach a state of zen so to speake [ballance]

Primary centers are good to know and can be master to a point of being in that state but that can lead us in to a false illusion of perfection where as there and many other energy points that help in the development of the etheric body and thus effecting the spirit of the person to excell them to greater heights

this post of mine albeit very lengths outlines and points out the minor charas and related information


I would recomend it for reading

DK

When we are working in partnership with our own best good (from spirit guides) we are on a flow of energies and are never depleted doing psychic work.  As a matter of interest, we are often enlivened - almost a buzz of energy - and take some time to 'come down' from the feeling.

It would appear  you have not kept yourself protected, grounded and shielded during the psychic work.  The client's problems are not yours and they will flow away if you keep yourself in your own personal peace centre before, during and after such work.

Some times in healing you have to take the negative energy of that person onto your self.
And then trasfer it onto a higher power.