why are people ignoring me? is there something in me that is making them avoid me like the plague?

Sorry for not responding sooner.

The people that ignore me, are strangers I come accross. People in chatrooms. Even my own family, and the family's friends. Well, they dont ignore me, but well, I just dont know. People in general, when I meet them, and I try to talk, the look I get on their faces is one of disappointment or something, and shortly after or immediately, they stop talking to me. And they casually go elsewhere. This happens everywhere I go. I think it's like the words I speak dont resonate with them or something. Cause they either find me really annoying straight away, or really really antisocial. In anycase, something I'm emmitting is repelling them away. Nobody even approaches me, which often happens to people even when they're trying to be avoided. Even mean spirited angry destructive people get noticed and given attention to, but why not me? Shy people, they get noticed, and even viewed as very sweet people by most, and have many friends. Even they arent repelling people. I used to think, maybe I'm shy, but after a while, I quickly noticed that I'm not shy, cause I wasnt being treated as such.

This began around when I was 11. I think it was the time I became self aware or something, cause before that, time was going slow, everything seemed magical, and I was in some sort of ignorant bliss where I felt connected to the world (as compared to now). But soon as I turned 11, that began to fade away. Even though if I look back, all my life, I've been alone, it never began to matter till I was around 13/14. Then I had to become social, but no matter how hard I tried to communicate to people, nothing clicked, no connection to them was formed, and they ignored me.  At age 21, now I'm in a state of panic and confusion, cause I dont know how to handle myself in public, what to say to people, and being ignored because of this just isnt practical anymore. Only a select handful of people who have been put into my life, I guess for some strong reason, havent ignored me. These would probably be my mom, and a couple friends I met during the years. Everyone else, pretty much ignores me. Could this be blockages in my navel and throat chakras? Cause either bonds aren't being created or my voice isnt being heard.

I have felt the same way as you in the past. The problem was my sensitivity to the world and I didn't have faith in a higher power... that contributed greatly to my sense of loneliness. This makes life a struggle...me against the world....you against the world.  I had to stop fighting. You have a 16/7 Life path as do I. This relates to the Tower card in tarot.  The problem lies in perception. How we perceive the world is what is reflected back at us. Developing a relationship with a higher power requires humility. This is important for the 16/7. You are experiencing negetive 7 energy...loneliness, isolation feelings. Also the worrying and restlessness. It is important to stay in the present and not get ahead of yourself worrying about the future. The blockages you refer to are from internalizing your environment. Energy can't get out that way. hope this has helped.

I don't think people believe you're evil. Perhaps you don't talk to them and they feel you don't like them...
Or maybe you're trying too hard! People kind of smell desperation and they are not attracted! I think that's
the reason that you always meet new people who would like to be in a relationship with you when you already
have one and not when you don't and would like to! It's because when you're happy, the others can feel it and that
makes you more attractive!
So why don't you try to cool down a little bit! Be happy...don't make special efforts for others to talk to you! Kind of ignore them...
(not in a rude way of course...and talk to them if they do talk to you!!!)...
Another thing you can do is to meet new people! People that you can make a totally fresh impression! To do so you could look for a job(if you
don't already have one),sign up for gym classes or try to learn some foreign languages! Those are very effective ways and you also learn
new things...If you can't do any of these then you could also do some chat! There are many people who feel lonely there...you'll
see you're not the only one...and you're not alone!
Whatever you decide to do, just remember that it's up to you to change your life

I wish you all the best!