Look, I'm 16 and trying to learn more about a gift I had since birth. I think I've got it pretty down pack, but some colors and layers I am confused about. Nothing on the web helps, because most of the idiots who call themselves professionals don't even have the eye to see them. When I was younger and I was around kids I used to squint because their light would blind me and my mother thought I had eye troubles. The optometrist said nothing was wrong and asked my mother to step outside so he could talk to me. Seemed he had the gift too and told me about it. Only problem was that he couldn't tell me what everything was, because its different for other people. The sight can sometimes be the innocent layer, angelic layer, moods,etc.

I can see 3 and he could only see the purity layer. I couldn't say anything or I would be committed. . . my family isn't exactly what we call accepting. I just want someone to help me learn more about thing gift, but not someone who goes by text book and has trained themselves to see this. I need someone who has gone through life learning too.

I just need more clarity and need to understand about the sight more.

Hi Vixiedoll, and welcome to Mystic Board.

Your post give the impression that you have already written off most of the world. Your attitude must put a lot of genuine people off helping you too. One thing is for certain, you are not alone, your ability is not even particularly special, many people can see and read and feel auras, and many are still open to getting advice and help and support and knowledge from anyone they can. Why limit yourself? Do you really know that ' most of the idiots who call themselves professionals don't even have the eye to see them.'

Sometimes help and information can come from the most unlikely place. Many won't advertise their gift, instead they watch carefully and silently and will pick and choose those that they feel have the best attitude and view on life and help those that would use the gift for the good of others and be able to share and then go on to teach others, and so spread the knowledge.

I'm sorry about the professionals comment. . . I just get a little frustrated about trying to learn and people on websites who have written books get the colors, that others see also, wrong (or at least the one's I've witnessed).
I know this isn't too special, but I wish I could find these said people. Unfortunately I live in a society that are so "Christian" that people are scared to say anything. I have met nice one's though who didn't negatively  judge me for it. I realize there are many towns, states, countries that are like this. . . but its just lonely and I can't help but imagine how others feel as well.
I'm not cut off from the world. I'm sorry if people see that. I just was raised to be intimidating and tend to cause people to be cautious. I'm not blaming family issues or anything because I know I made this choice, but it was the only way I saw to survive this world. I know there was probably other ways, but I was blind to them. . . ironic, no? I know I have a shield, and frankly I can't bring myself to pull it down.
If I have to go through this alone because my attitude puts people off, then I guess its how it will be. I'm not satisfied with how I am, but I just really don't want to change. Its a fear I have and I know its a weakness to be so. . . I just don't want to be hurt anymore by the people I love.
Crap, I'm babbling. . . sorry to waist your time, but thank you for reading and hearing this out.

~Vixie~

Hey you didn't waste my time Far from it. That post gave a completely different picture to the first which was full of anger and frustration.

Back to auras..... first what you see and what I see will most probably be different in as much as the colour will vary. That is due to our eyes and how we experience and describe colour Thats normal. But then another difference will occur, dependng on what we need to see and want to see, and what we belief. Auras are reflective of where we are at a moment in time, from different points they will appear differently too. Some read auras by looking at the reflected colour not the actual layers and so they see the reflected light differently to the actual.....

Hmm. . .I see. . .
Explain to me about you. . . I mean the whole thing with what you think the colors you see. I just get confused during the situations, because with human beings being the way we are. . . we tend to be a lot more complex than that of animals. I mean, with teenagers colors change every living second it seems and the whole of it all is just confusing that they seem to blend together. . .