yes i know what you guys are saying..but...im scared ..i dont want this stuff..if i dont get angry today i will get angry tomorrow or day after but i will get angry no matter how i approach it. an example..when i go out i make out the number plates and what it means! i see shapes on clouds..last time when i went to uk..which was about 2 weeks ago..in the morning in a plane i see outside and i see clouds the shep of reindeers and someone riding on it! it was actually moving like it was the real thing.
and then i took my mind off that and saw inside the plane and i see back down there and there was nothing there! and i feel that people are against me all the time..even my own family....

i see people that i see on tv and i had a dream of going to uk with my mom and the plane crashing. and the guy who hands out food and all..i saw him in my dream!!
and i think i will have to go see this person who can help me which is in u.k..and i think i should not go. i was actually drowning in the water and someone came and saved me ..i cant remember alot of it but i also think that i died! cause i was not breathing and when i floated on the top of the water i was not breathing! or maybe i was..i dont remember a whole lot of it. anyways..anger is not in me its just something that someone is doing to get me in trouble..im a very calm person but if i dont get angry then it will build up in my head